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Tae was about to walk out the school building, until I stopped him. He looked up at me and quickly looked away.
                          
"You going somewhere with Hoseok again?", I asked.
                          
"You don't need to know about that", he said.
                          
I scoffed.
                          
"Yah, stop talking back to me like that"
                          
"Why should I? I thought this is how you want me to be", he said and rolled his eyes.
                          
I didn't say anything. He scoffed and was about to walk away, but then I stopped him again.
                          
"You let Jimin kiss you?"
                          
He stood there frozen. He was silent for a moment.
                          
"I guess you did"
                          
I was about to walk away.
                          
"..H-He forced me into it"
                          
I turned around to say something, but he was already walking away.
                          
That bastard forced him?..
                          
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I sat on the sofa and let out a deep sigh. I played with the bracelet Tae gave me. My phone soon when on. I picked up the call, not even caring about looking at the ID number.
                          
"Yah, don't you understand that Tae doesn't want to see you"
                          
"Your point?"
                          
"My point is, stop talking to him, he was finally starting to be happy, but then you just had to ruin it"
                          
I scoffed.
                          
"Yah, stop telling me what to do, if I want to talk to him, then I could talk to him"
                          
"You're just making it worse for him, don't you care about him?"
                          
I sat there silently.
                          
"Never mind, I forgot you don't give a shit about him..just forget about him, you didn't want him near you and now look, you've got what you wanted, now let's keep it like that", Hoseok said and hanged up the call.
                          
I clenched my phone tightly and slammed it down next to me. I covered my face with my hands and let out an irritated sigh.
                          
I do want Tae back...really bad, but if I forget about him, would these feelings go away?
                          
I looked at the bracelet and ripped it off my wrist harshly. I watched all the beads spread all over the floor.
                          
Regret started rushing into me. I kneeled down onto the floor and picked up one of the black bead. 
                          
Droplets of tears started falling to my hand. I wiped the tears away immediately and started picking up the beads.
                          
I clenched them in my hand and sat on the sofa. I closed my eyes, letting all the regret and guiltiness into me.