Forever?-Taecyeon's One Shot

                                    

                                          
[Louise POV]
                          
-2 years ago-
                          
“Hey,Louise.I'm sorry!!Look at me!!"Taecyeon asked and I keep ignoring him.Why?Because instead of reviewing for the upcoming exam,he went to play billiards with his friend.And now,he get a low grades.
                          
This is what I hated the most!He didn't listen on me!!He just do what he wants and he didn't care on what I'm saying!
                          
“Hey,Louise!!What are you trying to do?!Make me beg for your forgiveness?!Just say that you don't want to forgive me so I can stop!!You're so irritating!!!You're ordering me like I'am your slave.Just hire a helper if that's what you want."he angrily said and left me.
                          
Tears fell from through my cheeks.
                          
Is it bad that I care for him?Is it bad that I want him to study?Am I a bad person?
                          
I wiped my tears and walk away.
                          
After that,we ignore each other and even we bump on the hallway,we just walk like nothing happen.
                          
This is what he wants!!He don't want a manipulative girlfriend.Then fine!!I don't care on him too!!
                          
Then suddenly,I didn't see him in his usual place.I tried asking his friends but they say that they don't know.
                          
Months has passed and no one knows where are you.
                          
Then I received a letter.Your sister gave it to me.
                          
Dear Louise,
           I'm sorry if I made you angry that time.I'm really sorry!I want to say that it's my intention to made you angry because I want you to hate me.I want you to forget me.Because I don't know if I can't do what I promise.My promise that we will be together forever.I will die.I don't know when but my body wants to give up.I'm really sorry....I love you
                          
                                                           Taecyeon
                          
My tears started to fall.The pain slowly killing me.
                          
-Present time-
                          
“Do you believe in forever?"Professor Kang asked.It was our topic for personal effectiveness course.My classmates tried to explain why they believe on that.
                          
“I believe on forever!!"
“Forever is Michael!!"
“I believe in forever just like in movies,books,and stuff."
                          
That last answer made me lift my eyebrows.That used to be me.I used to be like that,too.Not anymore.My seatmate nudged me with her elbow and told me it was my turn.I smiled apologetically at our professor.
                          
“Well,I don't believe on forever."
                          
How could I after everything I've been through?
                          
The boy I gave my heart to completely broke it even after promising that he wouldn't.
                          
After I read his letter,I immediately head to their house and I found out that he died,week ago after I received his letter.
                          
“Why do you think so,Ms.Kang?Why don't you believe in forever?"
                          
“Experience."I answered truthfully.“It's the best teacher."
                          
I will try to let go all his memories.But Taecyeon will always be a part of my life.
                          
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