"When you get fame , you give up privacy. You should know that Selena." He said angrily.
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"Thanks everyone." I cut the first slice of cake and my mother takes over.
I take a sit in between my sister and Caleb.
"How does it feel to be twenty-four with a beautiful five year old little girl." Mariana asks.
"Good." I look at my daughter who's too busy trying to have a conversation with her grandma.
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"It's crazy I never thought I would already be a mother at twenty-four but you know what? I don't regret anything because she's the best gift anyone could of given me and the best thing that has ever happened to me. She's the only good part I got to take from him." I can't help but smile at the thought of how much she changed my life..for better.
I haven't spoken to Harry all I know is that his still dating Kendall and Louis and I don't really talk about the band him . I talk to the rest of the guys but they don't know about my blessing because I don't want to risk it. A month after I found out I was pregnant I moved to New York with my mother and I've stayed out of the public eye because of the pregnancy and now that my daughter is older, I don't want to expose her because she's just a child and mainly because of him, I only go out for work and come back home, being pregnant didn't stop me from working I kept making and my releasing music and now being a mother meant working harder, so I released my second album on my daughters first birthday. I don't know how I'm going to feel about getting on a stage it's been a while, I'll be preforming at the MTV VMAs Awards a month after I release my third album.
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1 week Later
"Are you sure about this?" Sienna asked again.
"You've asked me twice already and it's still a yes." I laugh.
"I know but this album is more important than the last two albums, people..he will know about everything. We can delay the album to take the songs that include anything about her."
I take a deep breath and ask my self one more time even tho Sienna asked me enough times already. "I'm sure about this. Everybody has to know at some point, my daughter is getting older and one day I'm not going be able to keep her hidden. Did you forget how my daughter looks? She looks more like me than her sperm donor." I half smile.
"Sperm donor, really?" She giggled.
"Yes that's all he is, I'm the one who's raising her."
"What are you going to do if he ever finds out that he has a daughter and to make it worse she has his friend's last name, who she also thinks it's her Dad but really isn't and who obviously knew everything wait who is also your ex?" She shakes her head.
What a mess.
"Louis is her dad, he took on someone else's huge responsibility when he already had one himself, he visits as much as he can and when he is away he calls or face times her even if sometimes it's just to wish her goodnight because of his busy schedule. He was there for for her first steps,for her first birthday and after that he hasn't missed a birthday, In her eyes and her heart his her dad and I would never change that." I wipe my tears of away.
"Selena but let's face the truth..you were the one who kept him away from her since she was in your tummy, you could've more like you should've told him maybe if you would of given him the chance he would've of stepped up to the plate."
"Maybe he would of but now I'll never know but then again after everything he did painting me as a different person and a different story to Kendall, only made me see he only cares about him self and everything before that. Honestly I don't feel bad about it and yeah there's a chance my daughter might hate me if she ever finds out but I guess I'll have to wait and see. I'm done talking about this let's go back to the album. I'm sure about releasing it, what ever happens, happens."
"Alright then. You know you're not alone, we are all behind you." She gestures to the rest of the team and I nod.
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"Only five more minutes until Midnight!" My sister yells in excitement.
"Keep it down Madeleyn is sleeping."
"Bitch you featured her in one of your songs she deserves to celebrate." She rolls her eyes at me.
"She has school tomorrow." I wrote a song for my daughter that has the audio of a call and a video of her singing the chorus of the song both from a year ago and is the reason why we're all nervous.
"Give her a break tomorrow is Friday."
"Shut up!" Caleb jumps in. "Three,two,one!" We all refresh iTunes and there it was.
"You did it!" Mariana lets her self fall on me and so does Caleb.
"Let me hug my daughter!" My mother pushes them off. "I'am so proud of you not just for releasing your third album but for everything you have done with your self and my granddaughter , I wish you so much success in anything that you want to do. Don't forget I'm always here for you and my little girl." She hugs me tighter.
I wipe my tears."Mom don't cry, your making me cry. Thank you for everything that you did and still do. I love you." I smile.
-Bing!-
Louis: You can't fool me I know you're nerves are getting to you right now but everything will be alright. You did it and you're making everyone proud and most importantly you're making our daughter proud. (She better not be awake.) I'll be seeing you both soon. I love you both very much.
I smile to my self. I'am so lucky to have him and my family, Caleb included his just another sibling to me, they give me and my daughter so much love and support that I'am grateful for. I know someday she's going to ask question like why she doesn't have any physical similarities with her dad or any other that's going to make me nervous and I'm not going to be able to keep up with the secret but I guess that day is going to come sooner or later and the truth is going to come out.
_______ A/N: Im back!! I hope you like this chapter nothing big or DRAMATIC this time sorry. I thought the little girl looked like Selena maybe you don't see it and it's okay you can imagine the characters as who ever you want. I also decide to not have the child look a lot like Harry well maybe the curls but Selena had it as curly as her when she was a child, anyways back to why I did it differently, I feel like all the books I've read the child always has the green eyes "The spitting image of him" but I decide to change it up also if I remember correctly back in science class I learned Dark color eyes dominate more.😆 Like I said a couple chapters back that Selena's albums will most likely not have her songs because I pick songs from different artist whose songs are more relatable to her life. I feel like Beyonce is one of my favorite artists who usually writes songs based on her feelings and chapters of her life. If you didn't already figure it out her song Blue will be one of the songs and just imagine blue's voice is Madeleyn's. I'm sorry if I take a while to update but now I think I'm going to take a little more time because I finally got my first job and it's going to take me a while to plan everything around my new schedule. Please keep commenting and voting! Thank you. Much love, -AnonymousA_A
