chapter 20 :busy?

                                    

                                          
Be careful about the people you surround yourself with if they dont fear allah . They wont fear hurting you.
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Its been 3 days since I spoke to Ayadh. He wakes up early in morning and leaves for office and comes late at night . I don't know if he is trying to ignore me or he is really busy in his work .
We hardly spoke in this 3 days and if by chance we ever spoke it was because he couldn't find his files or because I would ask him to not go out of the house without having breakfast. 
I was least bothered about Yasir because only thing which was bothering me was Ayadh's silence . 
This pain is so weird. I don't know why I felt so heavy when Ayadh dint talk to me . I don't know why I was so scared of losing him . His silence was stabbing me . The only thing I want now is to talk to him.
No matter how late he comes today I am going to stay awake and wait for him . I won't let him suffer in this pain and neither will I suffer because of it and when it comes to Yasir . If Ayadh is with me I am sure he 'll never harm me , even if Ayadh doesn't trust on my words, I don't care but I dont want him to stay silent like this. 
I placed all the food on table after making it warm . I sat down on chair waiting for Ayadh with many thoughts and placed my head on table.
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Its been 3 days since the time I spoke to Anat. I am not able to make time for her as I am a way too busy with my office stuff . I have to leave early from home to complete my project and by the time I come back ,I am so late that Anat falls a sleep . 
She might be thinking that I am ignoring her because of our last conversation but that's not true but it doesn't even mean that I agreed to what she said. I still can't believe that Yasir is Imran there is surely some misunderstanding or misconception of things. 
These 3 days made me realise how my life without Anat was . I always felt that a part of my life was missing and it was missing so badly that I can't even describe it in words .
I have to talk to Anat. I thought and parked the car in front of my mansion. 
I silently went in ,tired of all my work but the scene in front of me just made my heart beat in a different rhythm.
The food was placed on the table and Anat was sleeping by its side keeping her head on the table .
Her hair falling on her face . Her hand placed below her face . Her skin glowing with a magical glow.
This girl will never change . I thought with a smile and tiptoed towards her.
I placed my laptop and jacket on one of the chairs and moved the disturbing her from her face . I couldn't stop my urge to kiss her ,so I bent down and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. She quickly opened her eyes as always and hugged me. I silently hugged her back as if this was the only thing we both were waiting for and till some extents it was true . I can't stay without hugging her or talking to her for a long time . I placed another kiss on her head after which we parted .
"Ayadh!!!" She started but I placed my finger on her lips to stop her .
"Who asked you to wait for me when you already knew I'll be late" I said to which she just looked down and I knew my sentence had hurt her May be very badly .
"I .... I just wanted to spend some time with you Ayadh but if you don't want me to be here with you it's fine . You have dinner I'll go up " she said and started to walk but I stopped her as I hold her wrist and pulled her close .
"Waiting for me was your decision and now leaving me alone will also be your decision ,is It?" I asked as she stood with her back touching my chest and her breaths getting irregular.