Part of me died|| Tez M.

                                    

                                          

"Are you sure you want to do this bud?" I ask him. 
                          
"Y/n I love you big sis. I have to do this. Just know if something goes wrong I love you, I love mom. And if Ann comes back tell her I loved her very much and I hope she finds her love. I wrote these letters. They have a name on each of them. Only give them if I don't make it." He instructs.
                          
"Don't say that." I say with tears threatening to escape.
                          
"Bubba I don't know what will happen." He says. He kisses my forehead. "I love you." He says.
                          
"I love you." I hug him. "Don't leave me please." I whisper.
                          
"I'll watch over you bubba if something happens." He says.
                          
My brother just went into surgery. There's a 50/50 chance he'll make it. He got hit by a car months ago and was left paralyzed from his waste down. He promised he would give it all to walk, he knows the risk and went through with this. It's a two and half hours at least and a six or seven hour surgery at the longest.  
                          
"Let go eat Y/n you haven't eaten since lunch yesterday." Tez says trying to convince me.
                          
"I'm to busy worrying to actually eat." I say. "Don't make me eat." I beg him. He pulls me into a hug. 
                          
"Baby I need to make you eat cause I worry about you and I love you, your brother would want you to eat." He says convincing me.
                          
"Fine." I give in. He takes us to a restaurant in from of the hospital. I order a quesadilla dipped in enchiladas sauce. We eat in quiet, I don't want to talk about anything. We walk back to the hospital in silence. He holds my hand and that's all I need right now. I just need him to be there. 
                          
"Thank". I whisper as I lean into him.  He nods his head and holds me. He knows that's all I need.  
                          
"Family of" be eyes land on me and I know the answer. "Y/l/n" she says. I nod my head. She takes a deep breath. "I'm sorry, he didn't make it." The words slip out of my mouth. Tez arms wrap around me and he holds me. I feel like a part of me died along with him.  

                          
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"Are you ready?" Tez asks. I nod my head. I wear a black dress. He takes my hand in mine and leads the way. Tez sits in the back seat with me, we don't share a car with my mom. She's in another car with my dad. She's broken knowing that my bother isn't with us. We seat in the front and I stare off into nothing. The ceremony begins. Tez is being my side and holds my hand. He's here. 
                          
"Now some words from his twin sister Y/n." Tez nudges me to go up. I make my way up to the podium. "Morning." I greet. "We're gathered for a ceremony for my brother. He was loving and caring and an asshole sometimes." I let out a sad laugh. "Evan if he was an asshole at times he was my asshole, he left letters for some of you. He wouldn't want us to cry for him. Mom he loves you, he told me before he went into surgery that he knows what he was going into and he loves you." I say. "My favorite memory with my brother is all of it, the things that stick out the most is that every school year I had some one to rely on. But when we went off to different colleges or he made me believe I didn't like it, it felt empty." I say. I continue with my speech. 
                          
"You did good." Tez kisses me. I nod my head. I'm here but I'm not here. Tez leads me to the car. 
                          
"Y/n." I turn around and see Ann. She pulls me into a hug. I push her off me. "Stop you don't get to feel sorry." I say. "You don't get to feel sorry or sad" I sag with so much anger. " He told me before he went into that surgery that he loved you very much and he hoped you found your love. He left you this." I say handing her the letter. 
                          
"Y/n" I turn to see Carolina with tears in her eyes. "How come he didn't tell me?" She asks. 
                          
"He wanted to tell you when he made it out of surgery." I say with tears making her cry. 
                          
"He left without saying goodbye?" She asks. I shake my head. 
                          
"No he didn't. He loves you like he's never loved someone. He left a letter for you and the keys to his properties." I say as I hand her the envelope that has the keys inside. 
                          
"Have a nice like Ann, I don't like you but my brother did. Carolina I'll see you at home." I say walking away.

                          
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Updated: July 28, 2017