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mum,
                          
i tried to talk to her today, just to ask for a name, something. i've spent so long staring at her, admiring her from afar, and i just wanted to have something, a name, a wave, a simple smile. a sign that she acknowledged me.
                          
i jutted my hand out and waved, but all i received in return was a sad smile, a smile filled with pain, with memories that needed to be erased. my friendly smile instantly vanished. 
                          
it pains me to think that someone would hurt a girl so beautiful, so flawless. someone would break her like a piece of glass. it pains me that she may never be okay again, all because of one person. it pains me to think that all the beautiful people are the most fragile, are the ones that are hurt the most. she didn't deserve the pain, they never do.
                          
i picture a smile on her, a beautiful smile, and anger consumes me. whatever took away her happiness needed to pay, and i was determined to make her feel loved again, make her happy. i'll see you soon, mum.
                          
-niall
                          
i updated for you guys 
                          
it's been like a week, and i really apologize for the delay