Chapter thirtyfive

                                    

                                          
*Olivia's POV*
                          
I watched as Johnson walked over to me, I felt nothing but sadness, if what everyone's been saying is true........
                          
Then why didn't he try and stop it? My life was ruined, but for some reason.......I still loved him...........
                          
"Hey Olivia......"
Johnson said, walking closer to me.
"Hi......."
The words barely escaped my mouth.
                          
"I'm so sorry that I let this happen to you....."
He said reaching out for me, I stuttered back, I couldn't do this right now........
                          
"Why?......."
Only word by word would come out of my mouth........
                          
"If I said anything to you Casey would've just found out anyway.........this was easier....."
He said looking to the floor.
                          
"It wasn't easier on me! Look what's happened!"
I said, kinda yelling.
                          
"I'm so sorry! I know what I did was wrong but you don't know how bad I feel!"
We were just yelling back and forth now.
                          
"How could you do this to me I loved yo-----"
I was cut off by Johnson grabbing my face and kissing me........
                          
Our lips moved in sync and he pulled me closer to him..........
I finally felt safe.........
                          
We kept it going for a while, kind of getting heated, then I released.
                          
"Johnson I......"
He covered my mouth and lifted my chin up to look at him.
                          
"Don't.......your my everything and I'm so sorry that I didn't do anything......."
I hugged and him and didn't let go.
"I love you Johnson!"
                          
I said, tears beginning to pour out.
"I love you too Olivia!"
He was also crying now......
                          
The moment was perfect and I couldn't have asked for anything more.......
                          
*Time skip*
                          
After talking to everyone else I felt a bit more comfortable, she only put it out on a website that she made a long time ago.
                          
Taylor and Shawn knew some about computer programs so they ended up taking it down, but now we still had to deal with Casey........
                          
Johnson took away my phone because of all of the emails I was getting from random people, more like people I used to know......
                          
Reminding me of that awful year, I still had an eating disorder and whenever someone brought it up I had almost a panic attack.
                          
The last person to talk about their eating disorder was in a book that I read by Tyler Oakley, Binge, that book reminded me that everything could be okay again.
                          
That's why I always watched YouTube when I was feeling at my worst, it always helped, and now I had incredible friends like the boys to help me........
                          
Even though I may have overreacted and said I wished that I had never met them, I didn't mean it......they made my life complete........
                          
Especially Johnson.......I could never feel anything but love for him, he was only someone I could of dreamed of having and he made me feel perfect........
                          
"Hey Olivia!"
I heard someone shout from the opposite side of the room, I looked over.
"Emily!"
                          
I said, running over to hug her, I had lashed out at the one person who wanted to truly help and I felt awful.
                          
"I'm so sorry that I yelled at you!"
I said, hugging her tight.
"It's okay Liv! I'm just glad that your okay!"
She replied, hugging me tighter.
                          
"I love you Emily!"
"I love you too Liv!"
                          
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*Hey guys Liv here and I know this is a shorter chapter but I'm really sad to say that I think tomorrow's chapter will be the last!!!!😭I loved writing this story and I wanted to know if you guys wanted me to do a prequel to this story, if so leave suggestions for title names! Thanks so much and be ready for the last chapter tomorrow!!!! Love you guys! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
~Olivia❤