Chapter 17 - Pink Playsuits and Lovesick Little Brothers

                                    

                                          
Thanks for all of the comments and song suggestions on the last chapter, they were all really appreciated and I may use some of them in future chapters :)
                          
This chapter is stupidly long so I hope you guys don't mind. it's because it was originally two chapters but I've put them together for you guys, basically so it means there is less chapters until the chapter that I know you all wanna read ;)
                          
The songs I've mention in this chapter are All of Me by John Legend (one of the cutest songs I've ever heard, and one seriously cute video too, which is on the side), All I want by Kodaline (another awesome song that I think really relates to Nath and Sophie and another really cute video so you should watch it - http://youtu.be/mtf7hC17IBM) and Always Attract.
                          
Also, I've uploaded the oneshot I promised I would do in the last chapter, the link will be at the bottom
                          
The next morning I woke up feeling probably worse than I had done the night before.
                          
And when I say, 'woke up', I'd only had about two hours of sleep anyway. I'd literally spent the whole night replaying what had happened over and over and over again in my head.
                          
Scott.
                          
And he was possibly working on the tour. I guess now we were at the next venue, if I saw him around today then he must definitely be working on the tour. Hopefully, he was just working at the Liverpool arena and that was just a chance meeting that won't ever happen again.
                          
Hopefully.
                          
After Max had calmed me down last night, he took me back to the tour bus, which was hard because there were a few fans waiting outside so Max waved to them whilst I hoped none of them could tell I had been crying. When we got on the bus, most of the lads were still pottering about. They started asking me if I was alright, to which I replied with a mumbled 'yeah' before climbing straight into bed. Nathan had already gone to bed too by the time I'd got there, though he had taken liberty to pick up my bag which I'd dropped before I ran, so that was very nice of him. I was kind of wary about seeing him the today though. I didn't know if he was going to mention me running off like that when I saw Scott or whether he even cared enough to wonder. He must have realised something was off though.
                          
I was going to tell him what happened as well.
                          
Crap, what if I had? What if Scott hadn't appeared? Would I have even had the balls to do it?
                          
Could I still bring myself to tell him?
                          
Maybe.
                          
But if Scott was here...
                          
Definitely not.
                          
It may have been over two years since that had happened but that didn't mean I wasn't scared of Scott anymore. I can't even deny that I am because I would blatantly be lying. Who wouldn't be scared of someone after they'd done something like that to you? After they'd threatened you not to tell anyone about it?
                          
After he'd threatened me specifically not to tell Nathan?
                          
What if Scott was working on the tour and I told Nathan and he found out? His threat might still stand. He might still hurt Nathan. He might still hurt me.
                          
No, Sophie, stop winding yourself up. He won't be on the tour. I know I don't always have the best of luck but I can't be that unlucky.
                          
Can I?
                          
Knocking me from my thoughts was the sound of my phone vibrating next to me. I rolled over onto my front, slid my glasses on and picked my phone up to see my brother was ringing me.