You walked home and your dad wasn't home yet. You had some time still. You went to your room and made sure that you had restocked your first aid kit. After checking that you sat on the window seal in your room and started singing along to the music.
Heading back home
Boarding a plane
Like an
Old ghost thought I heard your name
And my
Heart stopped, skipped a beat for one second
Turned around
But who was I kidding?
Just a sweet girl
Is she hear to save me?
Will I finally get to move on, maybe?
Quick drink
So that I can move closer
Ask her name
Hoping for a closure
So this is what it's like to be lonely?
Spending every minute thinking 'bout you
But looking for somebody else to hold me
Only hoping they will know me like you do
Get out of my mind for a moment
You took my heart and marked it like a tattoo
They say that time will heal like a potion
But time has only got me missing more of you
Of you
(Lonely, Lonely)
(Lonely, Lonely)
It's been a few months
And not much has changed
Still check my phone
To see if your name's on it
Drive pass the places we use to go
Our song keeps spinning on the radio
And I know I sound a little cliche
But I never thought that things could change
So please
Don't forget me when the summer fades
All while
I'll be trying to replace your face
So this is what it's like to be lonely?
Spending every minute thinking 'bout you
But looking for somebody else to hold me
Only hoping they will know me like you do
Get out of my mind for a moment
You took my heart and marked it like a tattoo
They say that time will heal like a potion
But time has only got me missing more of you
Of you
(Lonely, Lonely)
(This is what it's like to be)
(Lonely, Lonely)
(This is what it's like to be lonely)
All
I want
Is for you
to know
That I'm sor-
ry for
All the things I did and didn't do
All
I want
Is for you
to know
That I'm sor-
ry for
All the things I did and didn't do
If I call you up in the middle of the night
If I send you a text asking
"How is your life?"
It's just me checking in insecure
Wondering if I exist anymore
If I say something and I started a fight
Between you and yours
Yeah I'll act so surprised
Surprised
Surprised
I'll need a little time
So this is what it's like to be lonely?
Spending every minute thinking 'bout you
But looking for somebody else to hold me
Only hoping they will know me like you do
Get out of my mind for a moment
You took my heart and marked it like a tattoo
They say that time will heal like a potion
But time has only got me missing more of you
Of you
(Lonely, Lonely)
(Lonely)
(Lonely, Lonely)
(This is what it's like to be lonely)
(Lonely)
(This is what it's like to be lonely)
"(Y/n)! I'm home!" your dad yelled.
"Welcome home," you said walking down the stairs.
He looked at you glaring. "Come here." he demanded and you did knowing if you didn't it would be worse. He punched you and you fell to the floor with a mark the would give you a black eye. "Stand up!" he yelled and kicked your stomach. You coughed up blood but still stood up. "That's a good girl." he said caressing your cheek with the knife he had grabbed.
He cut your cheek, arms, legs, and across you stomach. "You've been a good girl. You can go now," he told you after finishing a cut. (I'm so mean.) You went to your room and started putting bandages, disinfectant, and medical tape all over your body. You sighed after finishing. This was an everyday thing for you.
"(Y/n)! Someone's here to see you!" your father yelled and you found it strange. You walked downstairs and saw Nathaniel.
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Trust (Nathaniel x Abused! reader)
Fanfiction(Y/n) (L/n) was abused both emotionally and physically by her dad. Her mom died and life became Hell. What will happen when she changes schools and for the first have friends to rely on?
