a dream so real

                                    

                                          
It's been about a month since the nightmares started up but a couple days ago I saw another rainbow and since then the nightmares have stopped completely and I haven't thought about him recently.As I walk to the the large widow and pier into the woods I realize I do this repetitively every day as if I'm trying to find something.The sad thing is I know exactly what I'm looking for and I'll never be able to find it.I clear my mind and find myself putting Pandora on soon enough I have the volume all the way up and I'm listening to world is mine by hatsune miku.As soon as I put my phone on the drawing desk in front of my bed I fall into my soft blankets and drift into a sleep while thinking about LJ.I open my eyes with a blur and find that I'm laying on top of someone someone with a sent of cotton candy.when I take in the sent I realize who that certain person was and as I lifted my gaze my dull blue eyes met my little clones bright blue ones.A smile spread across my face and I toke a hand full of his hair in my hands and kissed him passionately it seemed like it would last forever until LJ pulled away from me.Tears started to form in my eyes and I buried my face in the nap of his neck all I could think was this is to good to be true.LJ sat up with me on his lap and hugged me tight and  asked me what was wrong.I looked up at him with a tear stained face and said I thought I had lost you forever LJ...I thought I lost you(my feels right now).it was music to my ears when he said I'm right here and I always will be ill never leave you because I love you lilith I love you.Right then and there I started to cry again and he just held me tight.I woke up cold and when I looked around LJ wasn't there like I said to go to be true.As I went to clear blur completely from my eyes there wear still reaming tears in my eyes from the dream I had.It made me want to cry even more but I didn't I just looked to me clock to see that it was 12 o'clock at night.I walked over to the window and realized my music was turned off it must have been my bad who turned it off.As I stared into the beautiful night sky I thought to myself about the dream and how real it all seemed I didn't care if it was just a dream I want to keep having it because it reminds me of the good old days with my little clone LJ