(Monae Pov:)
It took me a while to clear my head about the murder I committed. I haven't been feeling good thinking about it made me sick to the stomach. I don't know who I became and I wasn't happy about what I became. I wasn't the girl that Jessica and John raised. But I was the girl that my biological mother created. I didn't get any sleep at all for the past week. Cause all I can think about is what I've done.
I rolled over in the bed laying next to Kortez. I looked at him discussed and I felt used. The man I loved done showed me turned me out to the world in a way I never seen before. I hated him for what he been putting me through. But I loved him for the up comes we had together.
I got out of bed and walked over to the closet grabbing my duffle bag. I placed it on the bed and walked into the bathroom getting dressed. I stepped into the shower and began showering. I scrubbed my body and I heard the door open.
"Monae"? Kortez called poking his head around the corner.
"Yes"? I said poking my head out the shower curtain.
"Where are you going"? He said standing against the shower.
"I am going to work in 30 minutes" I replied.
He scratched his head "damn bae cause I was suppose to handle some business today".
I grabbed the shower towel wrapping it around me. I stepped out the show and walked to the room.
"So who's going to watch Mason"? I said grabbing my Red bra off the bed and the see through lacy boy shirts that match.
He stood at the door watching me as I got dressed for work. "So you would rather shake your ass for a bunch of strangers then to watch your son"? He said rubbing his chin.
"I would shake my ass for your niggas as long as they got my money. My ass is what pays the bills"! I said grabbing my duffle bag off the bed and walking out the door. I doubled back and poked my head in the room door "you might want to find someone to watch Mason".
I walked into Mason's room and seen him on the bed sleep. I walked over quietly kissing him on the cheek. I placed a pocket knife under his pillow. He knows what to do. And then I headed out the house on my way to work.
(Kortez Pov:)
I couldn't watch Mason and slang my pipe at the same time. I had to get rid of him for at least ten minutes. But who I know was going to watch him? I couldn't think of not one person.
I walked into Mason's room picking him up from bed and tapping him softly. He leaned up rubbing his eyes and then laid back down on my shoulder falling asleep.
"Mason! Daddy needs you to wake up" I said as I tapped Mason.
"No daddy" he said fighting to stay Sleep.
"Mason you want to go see grandma and grandpa" I said as he leaned up staring at me.
I looked at him giving him a soothing smile. He smiled back at me with the biggest smile. I knew for a fact my parents wasn't going to watch him tonight cause it 10:33 pm. My parents are normally sleep around 9:00 pm. I walked over to Mason's toy box grabbing his supermen toy. And then I walked out the house and into the car. I drove off and headed straight to Ja'Queesha place.
Ja'Queesha wasn't much like other thots she was more out there with it and that's what turned me on the most. I like a girl that takes control and show me she can be versatile.
I pulled up at her house and looked back at Mason who was sleep. In the back of the car. I know I shouldn't leave him but I know I have cheeks waiting on me. Maybe 15 minutes and back out I thought to myself. I got out the car and headed to her doorstep.
