Why?-Junho's One Shot

                                    

                                          
[Y/N POV]
                          
It was morning of December 24 when he texted you.
                          
Junho:I have something to tell you tonight.
                          
Your heart beats so fast.You conclude that he will confess his feelings to you.So you're so happy to reply.
                          
You:Okay,later when we meet.
                          
You was wearing a floral dress,something you not used to wear but just for him and this special night,you wore it.He told you that you looked pretty.
                          
You didn't care when they started to countdown for the fireworks since Christmas is coming.You was so focused on him putting his face close to yours.This is it,you thought and then he whispered something.Your ‘yes' was already waiting to be blurted out when his words started to sinking in.
                          
“Annika already answered me and now we're official in relationship.Thanks for all the words of encouragement.You're my angel."he said to you.
                          
You were so stunned.Before you could speak the ‘Im happy for you' script,he spoke again.
                          
“Y/N,sorry.I need to go to her,she's already here.I will tell you next time."
                          
And he kissed your forehead and ruffled your hair.
                          
You looked at the fireworks teary-eyed because you were not supposed to watch it alone.You thought he were telling you about the both of you.You implicity told him to confess to you.What about his “I think I'm falling for you.",“Don't try to find a boyfriend,okay?".
                          
Did I miscalculate everything or did I just fall into tricks?
                          
You thought while your tears keep flowing.
                          
You wasn't able to stop him as your words left you.He walked out smiling to a girl that I recognize,who's wearing a crop top and a tight black skirt,belly-button showing and fully made up.You was there when he met her lasy month,after which he told you that he prefer simple girls.
                          
And yet,I thought tonight I was beautiful enough...
                          
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