"Because I'm not blind Alec. I see the hurt that passes through your eyes every time Elizabeth is mentioned. I can tell that your 'clave face' has become harder to break today because I know what today is. Today is the 7 year anniversary of her death. I can tell that when you talked about her was far different then how Izzy talked about her. You cared about her so much that feelings started to form, feelings you've never felt before so you pushed them away. And when she died all those feelings you felt for her came up to the surface, you broke and build walls around yourself to stop yourself from ever feeling anything ever again. Tell me Alec, if you dated after Elizabeth did you feel anything for that other person and forgot about her?" I ask him staring him in the eyes. He said nothing. "I didn't think so. You may think that I don't know you but guess what I do know you, in fact I am you. Remember that friend I lost contact with! I loved him with everything I had, I tried so hard to forget him and nothing work because even after all these years my feelings for him never changed. So you can put all the blame for you feeling love on me because it is worth the blame if you feel something." I tell him before turning to the kitchen door and walking away. 
                          
I didn't make it far before Alec grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him. He looks at me for a second before leaning in and kissing me. It only last a second before I push him away because I have a boyfriend even though I've always wanted to kiss him. I look to the floor, "I...I can't I'm sorry, I have a boyfriend." I say before walking to my room.
                          
I walk to the bathroom and throw water on my face. I look at myself in the mirror and see the roots of my hair turning back to black. "Shit!" I mutter under my breath before walking to my bedside table and grabbing my phone. I type in a number that I have memorized. "Hey it's me." I say when they answer, "the spell is wearing off. I need you to do it again. Please! What ever you want i am willing to pay if it keeps those I love safe. That includes you." I say getting mad that the person on the other side of the line won't listen to me. "Anything, I swear to you, me asking you to do this spell will end but just not right now. I need to know everyone is safe before I stop the spell." I walk back to the mirror still on the phone and see my black roots growing faster by the second. The person I was talking to finally agree with no cost. "Thank you. You are the best. I'm on my way. Love you too!" I say and hang my phone up. Clary and the rest of them are at the city of bones so I'll have some time. I grab my stele and draw my portal rune in the air and watch the purple portal appear in front of me. I smile and walk through it arriving inside a meat locker that I've come to know so well. Once I'm through the portal I feel my phone vibrate I pull it out to see a text from Izzy.
                          
From: Iz ❤️
Hey, just letting you know we found out that Magnus Bane took Clary's memories. We are back at the institute to grab something to trade her memories with. Welcome to join if you want.
                          
From: Jay
Thanks for letting me know. I'm a little busy right now but I'll meet you somewhere.
                          
I put my phone way and knock on the garage door that hides his lair and wait for it to open. Once it finally does open I am face to face with my favourite warlock.
                          
"Took you long enough to answer." I say smirking.
                          
"I was working before you so rudely interrupted muffin" he says smirking back. "Nice to see you again Jamie. Or should I say Elizabeth, I've missed you, my last spell lasted longer than I thought. Your anger levels must be very high right now." He says opening his arms for a hug. I walk right into them feeling the comfort of his arms.
                          
"I missed you too. Thank you for doing this by the way, it means a lot to me." I say walking into his home. 
                          
"Anything for my favourite Lovelace slash Fairchild." He smiles and walks into his ingredient room.