그의 미소 [ix]

                                    

                                          
S U G A  FF | 0 0 9
— chap. 9
【 POV 】
                          
Just walk.
Totally walking.


                          
Walk.


                          
Walk.
And walk.


                          
I was walking on the hallway endlessly, it was like I was having a nightmare right now or is this sort of a joke?


                          
Seriously, I've been walking for 30 minutes! Gosh, I think my legs didn't even knew about that!


                          
Still walking.
Walk.


                          
Walk.
And lastly just walk.


                          
"Aish!" I throw a tantrum as I stomp my legs. My pesky heart didn't stop beating as I stare at the concrete walls both in my sides. My eyes squinted in every inch of the walls and my mind was empty for a moment, knowing that I felt like giving up.


                          
Giving the hallway a chance, I drag my feet in the floor as I sighed in flustration.


                          
"Gosh--"


                          
I was about to complain again but suddenly, I saw the hallway end, it has a wooden door attached to it and the color seemed fading.


                          
Just then the scent of the mahogany tree filled my nose, every inch seems have a crack that would destroy the whole door if I opened it carelessly. 


                          
"Should I open it?" I murmured and I quickly look down on my feet. I think, the heavens would agree if I opened it, right?


                          
I shrug then I step forward, closer and closer to the door. Every step seems heavy but then my hands landed on the door nub, twisting it slowly till it opened.


                          
I quickly gasp of what I saw.


                          
"I-I remember this, this is my first meet and greet." I said while looking at everything. The memories of my past was not that fancy and dreamy but howbeit, all of these just look so real.


                          
So damn, real.


                          
Am I on the past right now? Why am I having this dream? 


                          
I glimpse myself sitting in front of Rap Mon. I was smiling endlessly that I think my face was being horrific as I gawk at myself.


                          
Those was the times I remembered myself: I was being paranoid about my looks, my smell, my smile and everything because I knew that after Rap Mon would be Suga.

                          
The one who made my heart flatter every time when I look into his eyes. The way he smiled at me and the way his eyes search on something that he wanted to see.


                          
It felt so real. Recalling, the time when Jimin forced me to live with them. The times when I was still lonely back then at home and things that I still didn't knew about why he suddenly changed.


                          
But then I woke up.


                          
~


                          
"Yeodongsaeng, (Y/N)! Wake up, you pabo!" I heard someone shouted at my ear then shaked me off like there's no tomorrow. His hands was both in my shoulders, shaking me non-stop  with his soft hands.


                          
Thinking, that he won't stop. My eyes did flashed open. "Aish, be easy on me, Will ya?!" I groan as I gave him the deadliest look that I could ever give on someone.


                          
He was about to greet me but then-
-J-Hope quickly raised his hands in defeat then back off a bit, Mentally rolling my eyes as I stand up sleepily and stretched my arms wide. 


                          
"Oppa, Where are the boys?" I asked while I scratch the back of my head. Quickly avoiding the silent atmosphere.


                          
"In the kitchen. They are having breakfast right now." Hoseok said as he slump on my bed, Widely extended his arms and legs in the whole area, infading the whole space in my bed.


                          
I quickly replied him a groan then I rapidly went to the kitchen. They didn't even bother to wake me up before having their breakfast?! Damn, those kids are being unfair!


                          
I didn't even done that before!


                          
Just then the kitchen was noisy, well to be expected as always.


                          
As I entered the freakin' kitchen, Jungkook was the first person, who saw me while he waved his hands on the air, mentioning me to come. "Noona, have some breakfast!" Jungkook shouted, waving at me with a smile on his face.


                          
The boys eventually turned their heads to me and silence was followed. They were about to say something in unison but then I opened my lips with the hint of anger.


                          
"Why in the world that you have the guts to wave at me?! You didn't even wake me up in the first place!" I shouted as I stormed in front of him.


                          
Just WAE?! [Wae-Why]


                          
WAE?!


                          
Jungkook was then taken aback from my sudden outburst. "Umm, Hyung Suga tried to wake you u-up Noona." He can't be helped but to stuttered as he said those words while he slowly look down, avoiding my gaze.


                          
I then stiffened. Yoongi volunteered to wake me up? 


                          
My eyes then again rapidly searched on someone and after searching his pressence--I saw him. He was looking away at me while his cheeks made a quick blush that everyone might see, even how much he tried to hide it.


                          
And to my surpirse, I thought that he was going to deny it but he didn't. Suga didn't even have a doubt to avoid the question but answered me honestly.


                          
"Y-you were dreaming and drooling, so I didn't wake you up." He said with a tone of embarrassment.


                          
My eyes suddenly widen as I felt my face redden. H-he saw me drooling?!


                          
"W-wae? Y-you could just have even wake me up." I said quietly but still everyone heard me as they look at me with worried glances. Aish! I'm so ashamed of myself right now!


                          
Just--Gosh, why it must to be him?!


                          
And what did me shock me again was his answer. "I can't ruin that moment, You look so cute when you drool." Then he looked at me and gave me the sweetest smile that I didn't even expected to see in the first place.


                          
-


                          
'May I ask you something, Yoongi? Just. What are we, right now?' I wanted to ask him but my mouth was shut so tight and even my tongue gave up to move.