CHAPTER 47 - Knock Out

                                    

                                          
Top is the one who wake up earliest in the morning than others and he decide today he would try to make everything better and be a good brother for all his maknae.He start with checking out on his younger.He open Daesung door to see he is still sleeping hugging his precious doraemon teddy bear given by Seungri.He smile sadly while remember Seungri face that laughing and look so happy when Daesung hug him tight and be all cheerful after he got that teddy bear.But,nobody know,that is the last time and gift Seungri will give to him.And that is why its so precious to him.
                          
He walk into Youngbae room and saw he was sleeping on the bed without blanket.Clearly he fall asleep after reading Seungri's letter.He walk in silently then slowly grab the blanket and lay it on his body making Youngbae squeal a bit and comfort his cold body under the warmness.Top smile looking at Youngbae childish face.Who know,the mature Youngbae on stage could look so adoreable in his sleep.Top shrug the thinking off and walk out to Jiyong room of course to check on him.He tried to twist the knock but suddenly its locked.
                          
'Jiyong..locked his door?' Top thought shockingly because Jiyong is not a person who is secretive until to lock his room.Not even when he is changing his attire.Top was about to knock but he realize that its morning and maybe Jiyong is still asleep so he decide to get the spare keys and open up the door by himself.After successfully get the keys from his room,he slide it inside the locked hole and twist the tomb to be greet with a dark room.He slowly walk in trying his best to see something inside and he can see Jiyong laying on his ned after a few minutes of his eyes adjusting to the dark place.
                          
He walk to the side of the bed and look at his calm peaceful face but with tears stained that never left his face after Seungri's death.Top just keep staring at Jiyong face,trying to appreciate this innocent fragile human that is trying to live without his soulmate.Top then lift his attention from Jiyong to the room.Its all messed up.Messy floor,papers everywhere and all this dark aura.He decide to change everything or at least clean up this place so Jiyong will wake up in a quite better environment.
                          
He start off with collecting the trash and dirty clothes and put them in their right place instead of letting its spread all over the room.He then swipe the room floor since he can't vacum or its will make Jiyong awake.In the middle of trying to clean while not making much sound,Youngbae greet him in the morning.
                          
"Morning hyung..." Youngbae said with a voice that trying not to make everything awkward after everyone just read Seungri's letter.
                          
"Morning Sunshine...Why wake up so early?" Top ask in slow tone and Youngbae did too after he saw Jiyong still sleeping.
                          
"Just...trying to change maybe?" Youngbae reply sound nervous and Top just look at him for a second and the he crack a smile.
                          
"I think we all should try to stay together so everyone can fight this together.The more,is stronger isn't it?" Top said then Youngbae smile totally happy that their eldest think the same as how he did.
                          
"Let me check and clean his bathroom.So your job will be less ok hyung?" Youngbae said offering for a help after seeing Top that still in his pyjamas cleaning Jiyong room.
                          
"Thanks Bae." Top said smile while sweeping the floor happily think that maybe everything will get better soon.
                          
Youngbae smile then walk into the bathroom and the his smile slowly fade out as he saw blood stained on the floor.He walk toward the sink fast then his eyes popped out as he try to stay calm.The sink is full of blood stained with shaving razor lay next to the polluted white sink.Then something else get his attention.Pills bottle.
                          
He grab it right away and its written 'Sleeping pills' on the bottle and what scared him the mist right now is the bottle is empty.Its.Freaking.Empty.He know that bottle is still new.Jiyong doctor give it to him when they said he have trouble to sleep lately.Youngbae run out of the bathroom to meet Top face look clearly pale and is kneeling on the floor while the broom is under Jiyong bed.
                          
Youngbae eyes twitch when he saw Top is holding the same sleeping pills bottle.Or more accurately empty sleeping pills bottle.
                          
Youngbae and Top both drop the bottles and run to Jiyong side now bother anymore thta maybe he is awake.They hope he will be awake if they disturb him.
                          
"Jiyong!!!Wake up...It's..already morning....." Youngbae said shaking Jiyong body harshly but no,no sound or eyes moving at all.
                          
"Kwon Jiyong...wake up...Don't make us scared like this...Please wake up!!" Top said while tyring to slap,tickle kick,punch and whatever physical contact he can do to make Jiyong wake up but he still didn't.Youngbae grab his wrist and its was totally cold and there are open up cuts full on his wrist and Youngbae try to check on Jiyong pulse.
                          
His face turned face when there is none.
                          
"What..what..is it....." Top ask as he feel uneasy with Youngbae pale face.
                          
"Yah!Wh..why?!" Top ask then he stop yelling when he realize tears dripping out from Youngbae eyes.And he was somshockingly shocked by that.He quickly check on Jiyong pulse at his neck and he understand what Youngbae mean with that face.
                          
"No..no......nooo!!!!!" Top shout panicly running to the table and grab phone to call ambulance as fast he could to at least saved Jiyong.
                          
"Yes this is 911,what can we...."
                          
"My younger commited suicide!!!!!!!Help me!!!" Top shouted panic and phobia with all this suicide things.
                          
After giving the information given and had enough of shouting to the operator,Top put off the call and he run back to Jiyong.He pick him up in bridal style then lay him on the floor to do CPR and try to find pulse,even a weak one is alright.Just please,just a pulse.
                          
"Hy..hyung...." Youngbae stutter as he don't know how to handle.His bestfriend.That was like his own brother,commited suicide.And he was the one who found his body.And now,he know exactly how Jiyong feel,to found the death of the one you truly loved.It's painful.
                          
TO BE CONTINUED.
Lon time no see ;-; I'm so sorry my mood had been so good recently this years.And I kind of have too much works too handle but now its like nearly a month without update and thats a worst thing to do as an author.I would like to apologize for not being able to be as active as how I am before.But,I'll keep trying to stay back in track as a dedicated author.Pray for me readers and please VOTES and COMMENTS so I know there is still people want me to continue this story ^^ kamsahamnidaaaa❤️❤️❤️❤️