Begin Again.*

                                    

                                          
Okay so if you don't remember how this goes from this first book, if there is a star at the end of the chapter title, there's a smut somewhere in the chapter.  So if you do not wish to read that, there will be a hyphen where the story continues...so yeah!

                          
Alexis.
                          
I fumbled with the keys to my apartment.  Shawn's arms were wrapped around my waist while placing small kisses on the back of my neck.
                          
When I finally got the door open, my back was firmly pressed against the wall.
                          
"I've missed you so much Lex," Shawn mumbled and I smiled at the thought of hearing that name again.
                          
No one has called me Lex or Lexi for such a long time, it's only strictly been Alexis.  I never really gave much thought to how much I missed being called that, or only because it's Shawn saying it.
                          
"I've missed you too Shawn," I sighed against his lips as he picked me up from the ground.
                          
In seconds, I felt my back hit the comforter of my bed.  I remember how this played out when we had our first time together.  
                          
From when we were apart, I never dated anyone or did anything with anybody.  It would hurt me too much to know that I did something with someone other than Shawn.
                          
"God I can't remember how this felt like," Shawn groaned while pulling off my shirt.
                          
"It's okay, I trust you," I said and pulled him back to my lips.
                          
"I love you so much Alexis," he mumbled against my lips as I tried removing his pants.
                          
"I love you too Shawn," I sigh as his lips began sucking on my neck.
                          
I felt my hands start roaming on his back.  He pulled away and pulled his shirt over his head, making me gasp.  I was still fully clothed, but I knew that was about to change.
                          
My fingers traced circles along his toned chest, and my body started trembling.  His eyes turned dark as I met his eyes.  He bit his bottom lip and I smiled.
                          
He pressed his lips back onto mine while unbuttoning my pants.  I felt them slowly slide down my legs making me tremble in need for him.  
                          
"Shawn," I groaned and his lips trailed down my stomach.
                          
My hands got twisted into his brown locks, and I arched my back, allowing him to unclasp my bra.  I moved my hands away from his body and covered my bare breasts.
                          
He slowly pulled down my panties and looked at me.  I gasped when I felt the cool air between my legs.
                          
My eyes dropped, and I wasn't used to him seeing me like this.  It's been so long that I didn't know if he would still like me this way.
                          
"Lex?" He mumbled and I hummed in response.
                          
"Please don't hide yourself from me, you're so beautiful," he said and placed a small kiss on my forehead.
                          
"A-are you s-sure," I stuttered and he nodded.
                          
"I'm sure beautiful," he mumbled and started removing his boxers.
                          
My eyes widened as I saw his length.  I hadn't seen him in so long that I forgot what he looked like.
                          
"Okay," I nodded.
                          
I slid up onto the bed and Shawn slowly climbed back on top of me.
                          
"Get under the covers," he said and followed me afterwards.
                          
"Lex, I don't have a condom on me," he said and I shook my head.
                          
"It's okay, I'm on the pill," I assured him and he just nodded.
                          
"You sure?" He said and I nodded.
                          
"I'm sure," I said and he gently pressed his lips against mine.
                          
Our lips moved in sync and I slowly started to feel him sliding into me.  I tried to hold in my moan, but the way Shawn made me feel couldn't let me hold it in.
                          
"God I missed how you would sound baby," he said and I giggled.
                          
He started moving at a faster pace, not allowing me to adjust to his large size.  My nails start digging into his back.  He started moving faster making me scream out his name.
                          
"S-Shawn," I moaned and he just grunted.
                          
"Baby please come for me," he groaned and continued to dig my nails into his back wanting more of him.
                          
"Shawn, I-" I cut off my sentence, unable to continue with it.
                          
"I know baby, I feel you," he moaned I nodded.
                          
I continued to scream his name as he moved at a faster pace.  I neared my peak and screaming his name louder.
                          
"Shawn!" I cried out and he buried his head into my neck.
                          
He rolled next to me and our breaths were heavy.  
                          
"Baby, I love you so much," he hummed and I wrapped myself around him.
                          
"And I love you Shawn," I mumbled while drifting off to sleep in his arms.
                          
"Forever?" I heard him say and I nodded against his chest.
                          
"Forever and always," I whispered and finally closed my eyes.
                          
I was finally home.