Awkward Feelings | 9

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(Y/n)'s POV:

I kept calm about the situation. I felt as if my throat was closing in once the question was asked. Without knowing what to do, I shook my head slowly. "No...I haven't. I don't even know what a kiss is..." I lied about the second part. I knew exactly what that was, but Bonnie couldn't know about that. Keeping my worries locked away, I looked into his eyes as if nothing was troubling me. I used to be very scared and self conscious of myself, but ever since Bonnie took me in, I've been doing pretty well. He smiled softly and patted my head. "That's alright (Y/n). Maybe I can ask Goldie to educate you on teenage things. You two seem to be getting quite close anyway, aren't you?" Bonnie suggested. I was slightly surprised by his response. The way he acted earlier today, I thought he was going to kiss me. However, it was exactly the opposite.

I nodded slightly and continued to eat my ice cream. Before I knew it, I was walking out to the kitchen and putting my bowl in the dish washer.  I figured Bonnie needed some house cleaning help, so I put a few more stray dishes in there, too. Bonnie walked into the kitchen and froze in place. "What are you doing?" He asked while walking closer to me. Placing his own bowl in the dish washer, he sighed. "I know you're trying to help, and I know you think you'v got to do things like this, but you really don't. I hope you know that you don't have to do any chores for quite a while. You're a teenager, and I'm not going to expect you to do anything but be yourself." Bonnie explained with a kind expression. 

Without warning or a heads up, he picked me up and placed me on the counter in front of him. "I want you to know that you're extremely loved (Y/n), and I don't want you to think any different. All my friends think you're wonderful, beautiful, adorable, and so amazing. We can't explain how much you mean to us already, and we've only known each other for a long time. Especially me. (Y/n), you've given me a source of happiness that no one else has been able to give me before. Sure, I dated Chica in high school, but that doesn't mean anything right now. She's married and probably about to get pregnant by now. All that matters at this moment is you and I. You, the foster child, and I, the foster father. There's just something that bugs me a little, and I don't know how to explain it. Every time I look at you, I get butterflies in my stomach. At the restaurant earlier, I felt a strange and sudden impulse to do something I've never done with anyone before. After I did what I did, I felt strange myself. I couldn't stop thinking about it. The reason I asked you that question a couple minutes ago is because it is also my first kiss as well." Bonnie explained and took a deep breath to calm down. 

I felt strange as well, and the butterflies in my stomach started to roam around again. My heart started to flap its weakened wings, and I felt alive again. I don't know what Bonnie said to make me feel this way, but he sure made me feel alive. 

Bonnie stood between my dangling legs and cupped my face on both sides. His eyes pierced into mine, and the butterflies sped up. Bonnie tilted my head and his own, and he leaned closer. I didn't know what I was doing, but I leaned closer as well. We met halfway, and our lips touched. Then the realization hit.

Bonnie, my foster father, is kissing me. 

~~~~Author's Note~~~~

Heyo guys! It is I, Raven! I'm back from Easter break and lemme tell you, I don't feel as if I've had a break at all. Before break I had a sore throat, and I stayed overnight at Will's house on Friday because I was with him and his grandfather all day. We had fun but I kinda just, sat there. I didn't really know what to do because I'm super shy and stuff so yeah.  That's what I did Friday. Then I woke up on Saturday at four in the morning, and my mouth was so dry. I couldn't breathe through my nose when I fell asleep, so I had to chug down some of Will's nearby mountain dew. After that, I didn't sleep because I COULDN'T FUCKING BREATHE!!! Saturday I got a fever and blah blah blah. I'm still a little warm, throat still hurts a bit, three ulcers on my tongue, all that jazzy stuff, but I was still forced to go to school. *sigh* And to add on to all that bullshit, I've got to watch my siblings when I get home.

Sometimes life sucks.

But anyway guys I hope you did enjoy this chapter. I know it's a shorter one, but I feel as if I did a great short chapter. I'm betting you lovely readers were secretly begging for you and your bunny boo to kiss XD. 

Also, have a wonderful Bonnie photo edit that I made since I was bored during class:


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Thanks for reading! Have a wonderful day/night!!!

~{ Raven }~

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