I reached for cigarettes from my pocket. I lit one up.
(Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down MY FACE)
*" Did you know that every single cigarette that you use can slip away a day in your life!!" She yelled while grabbing my pack of cigerette.
I laughed. Her face is so red. I like it when she's Angry.
"It's not funny.." She pinched my arm. " Ouch, Sorry okay" I held my arm.
"I can't bear living a day without you" She pouted. I kissed her, just a smack.
"Don't worry. You won't" I smiled.
"Promise?" She raised her right hand. I giggled. So childish.
"Promise" I smiled and raised my right hand too."*
I threw my cigarretes away.
I want to see you..Just Today..or Forever..
I want you...
I continued drinking while my tears are all over my face..
I miss you.
(If we could only have this life for one more day
we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today)
I stood up from the floor.
I grabbed my Car keys..
(Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
