Chapter Thirty Seven

                                    

                                          
~Scotts POV~
                          
    "I want a tattoo, Scott" Cynthia said while looking at me. 
                          
  "What.?! Why would you want a tattoo.?" I questioned. 
                          
  "I feel like I deserve one. I miss my father like crazy and I've managed to stay strong and about it. I know im weak right now emotionally because of Isaac but -" 
                          
"Stop." I cut her off. "I get it. I went through the same thing when Allison and I broke up. I somehow managed to stay strong without her. I just got this tattoo a couple of weeks ago." I pulled up my sleeve and showed her my marking. "Ill take you to get one. Ill even pay for it if it alright with your mom. But I must warn you, it hurts like hell." 
                          
She began to laugh and looked me in the eye. "Its not like I dont already have one." 
                          
"You already have one.?! Where.?!" I was shocked. She moved out of my arms and jumped off the bed. She began to pull down her sweats when I stopped her. "Woah woah woah stop.! I dont feel like seeing my little cousins panties." 
                          
She cringed. "Please dont say the P word. I hate that word. It grosses me out. Say underwear or something and calm down! I have booty shorts on." 
                          
I sighed in relief while she took off her sweatpants and pulled up the right short leg a bit. I can't believe I've never noticed it before. On her theigh was a huge triskelion sign. It was jet black and matched her skin nicely. 
                          
"When did you get that.?" I asked. 
                          
"I got it when I first started to understand the ways of a werewolf. I've been a lycan all my life but never understood until my father died. I realized I had to protect the people I love now. I had to be the one leading the rest. I was the new alpha. My father had the tattoo on his back just like Derek but since my dad was darker, it was grey instead of black. I decided I wanted the same tattoo so i could be just like him. My mom took me to get it and then my grandmother torched me so it could be permanent. It wasn't that bad." 
                          
"Yeah. It didn't hurt that bad." I lied and acted tough. She just laughed and curled into me again. "So what do you actually want.?" 
                          
"Well Sheraine gave me the idea to get 'strength' in Japanese. She says I've been through a lot lately and that im strong. I like it. Here, let me show you what it looks like." She took out her phone and showed me a picture. It looks like this ' 強さ Tsuyo-sa' "I want it mostly because Im being strong about my dad." 
                          
I just smiled and patted her head. She really does miss her father. I can kind of feel her pain but at the same time, my situation is totally different. My father left me, he didn't die. I hate him for that but he's still here and I am grateful. 
                          
I heard her breathing slow down and I knew she was asleep. It amazes me how she can just fall asleep when and if she wants to. I slowly slid from under her and layed her head on the pillow. I thinks its time to talk to Isaac. Everytime I tried, Cynthia was there and I know that the minute Isaac said something wrong, she would attack him. 
                          
  I walked in my room to find Isaac sitting against my bed with his head in his hands. I closed the door rather hard and he jumped up. "Have you been listening.?" 
                          
"N-no" He stuttered. 
                          
I nodded knowing he was lying. I walked over to my bed and sat on the corner. Isaac just sat in my computer chair. 
                          
"So-" I began. 
                          
"Is Cynthia mad at me.?" Isaac interrupted. 
                          
"I dont know. Why should she be mad at you.?!" I said sarcastically. Obviously he didn't get it. 
                          
"Because I developed feelings for another girl." He said with his head down.
                          
"My girl." I whispered. 
                          
"What.?!" He looked up. 
                          
"What.?!" 
                          
"Ughh. I dont know what's wrong with me. Stiles cheated on her and I promised that I would never do that or even hurt her at all. And guess what I did.? I hurt her. I hurt the girl that I love." I cut him off. 
                          
"If you loved her then you wouldn't of done what you did.!" I stood up. 
                          
"I know. And I didn't mean to.! Its just that we've been drifting apart lately. Shes always with you and stiles. And I somehow always end up with Allison." 
                          
"Let me ask you something." He nodded. "Do you love Allison.?" 
                          
He stared at me for a moment. He can't lie to me. "No" Lie. 
                          
"Do you love her like you love Cyn.?" 
                          
"Of course not.! I've loved Cyn from the moment I laid eyes on her that day at the train station. She was beautiful."
                          
"If you've loved her from the minute you saw her then why are you putting her through this.!?" 
                          
"I dont know.!" He yelled and got in my face. 
                          
I made mmy eyes change. "DONT yell at me." I spoke. "And dont get in my face when im angry." 
                          
Isaac backed away and looked scared. He's always been a little scared of me.
                          
"You dont understand. Shes my little cousin. I love her and will kill someone for her. Shes 14 years old, already had sex and was cheated on basically twice. Shes a great and mature woman and doesn't deserve this. My bestfriend cheated on her first and now you. Another friend. I dont want to but I think I might send her back to Philadelphia. I can't stand seeing people like you hurt her and I hate watching her go through this." 
                          
"Please dont send her back.! I love her but she doesn't trust me anymore. If she leaves then I'd die inside. I might not be boyfriend material anymore but I know I can be bestfriend material for her." He pleaded. 
                          
"Im still debating on sending her back but its too late for you." 
                          
"What do you Mean.?" he looked scared. 
                          
"I dont want you anywhere near Cyn if im not there. The only time you can speak to her is if it has to do with the pack. Shes your alpha and I get that but dont say a word to her." 
                          
"You can't be serious.!" 
                          
"You dot know how serious I am. Dont talk to her, Isaac.!" 
                          
"Okay." He said sadly. 
                          
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I'm soooooo sorryyyyyyyyy !!!! here's just a little chapter to hold y'all over. Season 4 is about to start and I feel so bad. Please vote and comment !