Imagine #161: So Only Say My Name (One-Shot)

                                    

                                          
Imagine #161: So Only Say My Name (One-Shot)
                          
{Someone gave me this idea, some kind mature scenes ahead, but no smut so you're all good. Enjoy!}
                          
You honestly love it when your boyfriend for three years -- Patrick Stump -- is drunk. He becomes the happiest person in the world when he's drunk and he just becomes a hugging machine which you find cute. His voice when he's drunk is really hot too and seeing him like that is your guilty pleasure...but maybe not tonight. He's differently drunk tonight...maybe TOO drunk for that kind of cuteness.
                          
You both just got home from the party since the band won an award and Patrick got a little too caught up with drinking and pushed himself to the limit. You honestly thought he'll collapse the moment you arrived in your bedroom, but the guy is still actively awake.
                          
"Hey, easy there." You said while helping him lay on the bed. The poor guy can't even walk straight.
                          
"Come here, princess." he said in slur and gently pulled and trapped you against the wall using his body. His eyes were half closed, his cheeks are red, and the smell of his mouth is just pure alcohol. 
                          
You playfully chuckled at him then kissed him on the lips for a second or two.
                          
"Sleep now before you puke on me." you said, kissing his forehead now, but he still wouldn't let you go.
                          
"Oh come on, we don't have to sleep yet." he said and he's starting to be touchy. He honestly looks sexy there and besides, he's your boyfriend and you've done this with him. But tonight, he seemed to be very rough and quick with things, already touching you in places...you just thought it was the alcohol doing its thing.
                          
"You're really so drunk right now." you said with a smirked then you both kissed each other passionately. "But maybe I have no problem with that at all." you whispered and you think that might have made Patrick more excited in what's happening now.
                          
You both kissed passionately and he began to unbutton your blouse and you began to remove his shirt. The taste of alcohol in his mouth is strong, but you didn't mind, in fact, you're getting excited with this too. He lifted you up, letting you wrap your legs around his waist and his kisses began to go down around your neck, making you softly moan and that's also when you began to grind your body against him, making him sexily groan.
                          
"Oh, fuck...E-El..." he said and that made you stop what you're doing and what made this all go down.
                          
"What the heck did you just call me?" you said in shock as you push him away and back away from him.
                          
Patrick looked like he was suddenly awoken with what he also said and he immediately looked at you in guilt. You're both almost half-naked but a single name ruined it all, and maybe it could really ruin more things.
                          
"Fuck...shit. I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking...Princess, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry..i-it's n--
                          
"Don't you dare come near me, Stump! Are you thinking of your ex while we're about to have sex? What the heck?!" you said and you were so angry and you feel betrayed. It was painful for you, of course, hearing him whisper his ex's name while you're about to do it...it means he's thinking of her instead of you.
                          
You tried to reason out with your own self, trying to say that he's just really drunk...but still, you find no legitimate reason for him to still think of his ex.
                          
"I didn't mean it, I'm just so drunk and...fuck, I'm honestly still not used to do it with you, and with you, I just want to make love not fuck, but tonight I was doing the latter...I mean, I really respect you and all and doing this a bit rougher tonight...I wasn't just really thinking. I'm so sorry!" Patrick explained and it's like he's not sober now. He's panicking too much for hurting you that way and he's really sincere with his words too and you find his reason really sweet, but it still hurt you of course. "Just being this wild made me think of her...and I'm so sorry, but please...it's just tonight. Don't you think that I always thought of her, my mind is just messed up with alcohol right now." he said and he looked like he's about to kneel in front of you.
                          
Patrick really feels guilty as he looked at your hurt expression. He didn't really mean it, words just came out of his mouth and he hated it.
                          
"Just...just sleep, Stump. This night is over. Just go to bed and doze off." You said while sighing then buttoning your blouse again and fixing your hair.
                          
"Princess...please, I'm sorry." Patrick said, looking like a lost kid. You feel guilty for doing this to him, but you're also tired right now...maybe sleep is all you need.
                          
"This will not end well if we continue to talk now. Please, go to bed. I'll sleep later too. Please." you told him and he sadly agreed.
                          
Patrick knows that when your tone is like that, you're really serious and he doesn't want to make things worse. He just decided to let you be and he finally laid on his bed and you left him inside the bedroom.
                          
You just walked towards the kitchen to grab some coffee while sighing to yourself. Of course, you'll forgive him, the guy's reason is so sweet and innocent, but maybe you'll just have to punish him for the night...Besides, a good talk will make it better tomorrow.
                          
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You woke up while hearing Patrick vomiting inside the bathroom in your bedroom. You decided to fix yourself and go to check him how he's doing in there. You walked towards the bathroom and leaned by the door while seeing him just finishing brushing his teeth.
                          
"Rough night?" you asked him, you're still kind of angry but you feel sorry for the guy. He looked at you with all the guilt again.
                          
"God, Y/N. I'm really really really sorry for what happened last night. I deserve to be screamed at or you can even slap me or punch me, doing that is not appropriate at all. I'm so sorry!" he said while walking closer to you.
                          
"I'm amazed you remembered what happened." you told him.
                          
"I can never forget that, I did something that hurt you and I'll regret it forever. But please, believe me, it's just that I was used to being like that with her...not you, I never just wanted to do it with you for pleasure. The alcohol hit me hard last night, yes I know, this is the reasons of a douchebag, but maybe I really am one for hurting you like that." he said. Patrick looked so sad and disappointed at himself while saying that and you can feel nothing but forgive him.
                          
You know he's not saying those things just for you to forgive him, you know it's really his real reason too. You sighed and gave him a small smile, pulling the guy for a hug.
                          
"Come here." you said and you hugged him and he sweetly hugged you back too while murmuring 'sorry' non-stop.
                          
"I know, I'm sorry for dismissing this last night quickly too. I know it'll not end well if we continued to talk last night." you explained.
                          
"I understand, princess. I'm really really sorry." he said then you kissed him on the lips, smirking at him after.
                          
"Maybe I now have the perfect solution for that problem...A solution that, from now on, will always make you think of me and only me." you playfully say as you pull him out of the bathroom and heading to the bed.
                          
Patrick was cutely blushing, but you can see the excitement in his eyes too. Last night was a cliffhanger for the both of you, but maybe it's really better to end the work right now.
                          
You fall on top of him as you kiss deeply, both of you already thinking that this will be a long morning.
                          
"So only say my name, and it will be held against you." you whispered in his ears and Patrick smirked.
                          
"I'm really glad you're mine, Y/N...and mine only. Let's kill this morning, shall we?" he said while smirking and you felt that your whole self was already about to explode...
                          


                          
{Ey, I really like this one tbh. Hope you enjoyed! Thanks for reading!}