Chapter 16

                                    

                                          
Nialls pov
                          
I messed up. So bad. This is all Demi's fault. I was drunk, she used me. Now I lost Havannah. I shouldn't even have fought with her about a dress. She was right. She always is, but it's too late to even say anything, I don't know where she went. I just need her back. 
                          
I should call mel. 
                          
Ring. Ring, call has been forwarded to automatic voice message system. Please leave a message at the beep. 
                          
"Uh. Mel. I screw-screwed up with hav. Mel talk to her please" I said then it ended. 
                          
I give up. 
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Havannahs pov
                          
I need to talk to someone. Not Mel. No, she would say something. I'll talk to my lost long best friend Amanda. 
                          
I lost her number. Maybe she still has her Facebook. 
                          
I'll look on it and searched her name. 
                          
Amanda Ann is her name. 

                          
I messaged her 
                          
Me- hey manda, long time no see 
                          
Amanda- hey Hav. What's up
                          
Me-guy troubles, Mel can't know 
                          
Manda- oh yeah that Niall guy. What's wrong 
                          
"Me- oh you know the usual cheated thing
                          
Manda- well get a new boyfriend forget Niall 
                          
Me- I can't. It's not that easy. 
                          
Manda- do what you want. But don't think it's your fault 
                          
Me- okay. Well thanks 
                          
Manda- anytime 
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Well that didn't help. I know what she means, but I know it's not my fault it's all Nialls! 
                          
I need a hug. I'll get a Harry hug. They will help. 
                          
"Harreh!" I yelled through the house
                          
"Harry!!"
                          
"What?!" he came down the steps 
                          
"Harry hug?" I held my arms out. 
                          
"Okay" he came closer then closed the gap with the hug. 
                          
"Mm, Harry hugs help so much" I said 
                          
"I give good hugs don't i?" he laughed 
                          
"Yeah"
                          
"You hungry?"
                          
"Starving" I smiled 
                          
Harry walks away into to he kitchen and then that's when the thoughts came back. Was Niall right. Was he lying?  I can't do this anymore I don't know. My phone started ringing 
                          
"Hello?"
                          
"Hav! you need to check upon Niall! he left all these messages and they all are saying things like he gives up, that he lost his only thin he cared about, and I don't know what he is going to do. I need you to just check up on him" Mel said really fast. He does that when she panics
                          
"I- okay" I tried to protest but I know she'd would just make me. 
                          
I did as told and went to his house. His car was still there. I ran into the house and it smelled horribly bad. Like alcohol and smoke. 
                          
"Niall!" I yelled 
                          
There was music blasting. I followed it to the room we shared. I opened the door as quietly as I can. Once I was in I saw pictures everywhere with cinged corners like they were burnt. Beer bottles everywhere. I walked further in the room to see not only Niall. But him in the corner rocking back and forth like a crazy person. 
                          
"Niall?" my voice cracked a little 
                          
"GO AWAY! I DONT SEE WHY YOU STILL WANT TO BE HERE!!" he screamed so loud, my head is starting to hurt a little. Yeah. That loud. 
                          
"Niall, I don't know where to start. I want to say sorry I guess. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I just thought that you did it on purpose. Mel told me the story. I didn't know you were drunk, you didn't act like it when you woke up." I started to cry a little but I wiped them away. 
                          
I'm very emotional. Okay shut up. 
                          
"Hav. Just. Leave. I can do this right now"
                          
"Niall"
                          
"No. Just go! dammit! can't you see that I don't want you  here. Just leave!"
                          
"Whatever! I'll leave. For good" I stomped to the closet to grab a suitcase and grabbed all my clothes. 
                          
I was about to walk out when I looked back I just saw Niall there. Staring. Looking like he wanted to say something. 
                          
"Hav-" he started but I cut him off. 
                          
"Asshole" I walked out and back to Harry's. 
                          
"Foods done! where've you been?" he went from a happy time to a saddened type of tone 
                          
"Nialls. I'm not really that hungry"
                          
"Come ere" he held his arms out. I gladly came over and accepted the Harry hug 
                          
"I love you Hav. I hate to see you like this."
                          
"I love you too Harry." I said. Me and Harry are like best friends so we an say this  
                          
"Shall I get ice cream?" he offered 
                          
"Yes! and our movies" I jumped up and down 
                          
"On it" he walked away and I jumped on the couch and snuggled into a blanket. 
                          
I just want to forget these past two days. 
                          
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