Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my Life ~ Simple Plan
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Months passed since I had rejected Eric's untimely marriage proposal, and those several months were hard on me. My friends thought I was insane for turning down a guy so perfect as Eric, and hence turned away from me. I didn't try to explain that I didn't love Eric, as that would have merely made them think me a player or the like. I buried myself in my work, and worked several hours more than I was supposed to. I was surviving, not living. And not because I was sad about losing Eric, but because I was sad at my realisation that I would never find love, as I was broken.
The only people that didn't think me mad for sending Eric away were Alice and Esme. Over those few months, I rekindled my relationship with both of them and even Alice's boyfriend, Jasper, slowly, all the while avoiding Edward at all costs. I didn't return to Esme's house after that one night I'd stayed over, and instead met the two women elsewhere. They tried to convince me to stop working for such long hours, but I ignored them.
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Dancing With the Enemy
FanfictionFour years have passed since twenty-four year old Bella Swan broke up with her fiancé of six months. After dating Edward Cullen for three years, the couple finally became engaged... Until Bella was presented with evidence to suggest that her belove...
