ch.12

                                    

                                          
[ Victor POV ]
                          
I let Yuuri sleep over last night because he fell asleep in my arms after a long date of us at the park. 
                          
He started to wake up then yawned and turned to look at me with a smile, "Good morning, Vitya.", he says after stealing a quick kiss from me but I just watch him with a smile on my face as he walks to my woredrobe scanning through my clothes. I raised an eyebrow; curious as to what he's doing? "What are you doing, Yuuri?", I ask swinging my legs back and forth with an innocent expression on my face but it seems Yuuri is spacing out or something because hes just standing there, "Yuuri?", I call out his name which finally makes him snap out of his daze then give me a confused look. "Huh? O-oh.. i was trying to find something for you to wear today, l-like..", I know what he's trying to say so I walk over to him and steal a quick kiss from him, "That's fine by me. You can even wear some of my clothes if you like~", I wink and he blushes.
                          
[ Yuuri POV ]
                          
Victor and I are in the bathroom with me sitting on the sink counter while he's sitting on a chair with a trashcan in front of me so his hair can drop into the trash instead of just in the sink or on the floor. "Ready?", I ask and he nods with a sigh so I start go cut off his deadends first then making my way to the middle of his hair while spraying it with water and brushing it, then repeat then repeat then repeat.
                          
After a few minutes, I finally finished his hair then handed a handheld small mirror to Victor so he could judge for himself how I did. "Eh- Sorry, i- i tried-", I chuckled nervously as i saw him smile at me then kiss me softly for a few minutes, eventually pulling away for air after a few minutes then I wrapped my arms around his neck as we just stared at each other for a while. "I love it.", he smiles at me and was about to kiss me until his dad stood in the doorway and cleared his throat so we pulled away awkwardly but held hands, "Victor? What are you doing?! What about Elizabeth?! What about our family?!", his dad blabbered on as I sat there questioning everything going on and who this Elizabeth girl is and what about his family. "You're supposed to marry Elizabeth and be out on a date with her today!", his dad said huffing with anger as I just sat there as if I was shot in the heart with a bow and arrow, shot straight through the heart. Victors engaged...? was... was i... just some play toy... then? why... why me...? does he even love me? was this all just some game to him?! , I think not sure whether to be angry or sad but right now I'm a mix of both emotions, I hop off the sink and huff. I start to walk out the front door but Victor grabs my wrist to stop me, I just huff in anger as tears start to fall from my eyes, "Yuuri- Wait-"
                          
I jolt my wrist out of his grisp then turn around to face him with a pained but also angry expression, "Let it be known that this was last day that anyone used Yuuri Katsuki as a toy. Let it be known Victor Nikiforov is a dirty, lying, cheater who broke Yuuri Katsuki so bad he decided to never love anyone ever again and just gave up on life.", I say tears falling down my face as Victor looks pained and sorry but I don't care honestly. "Yuuri- Its not like that-", he says trying to explain it but I stop him by slapping him out of impulse and anger and sadness. He looks at me with shock and pain, "WAS I JUST SOME TOY TO YOU?! YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T EVEN ACTUALLY LOVE ME! Let it be known, Prince Victor Nikiforov is a player and everyone should be weary of him. We're through, Victor. Goodbye.", I say still crying as I run out of the castle and start to run home. I can't believe i loved him, I can't believe he played me, I can't believe he was my first kiss! I hate him! I hate life! would anyone even notice if I just disappeared one day...? Leaving this hell hole with Phitchit, maybe we should go to America and start fresh lives there and do what we've always dreamed of doing.....




















                          
professional ice skating.
                          
(( a/n sorry for late updates, I procrastinate a lot and I just got a job I won't be working at until I'm 16 in July ))