WARNING!!! MILD SELF-HARM IN THIS CHAPTER!!!
Song of The Chapter: Dark Horse By Katy Perry ft. Juicy J
Clara's POV:
I stormed out of the kitchen and headed toward my room.
Annebeth, Korra, and Elena were walking toward me.
I imagined them being in the living room and they were instantly gone.
When I go to my room, I mentally closed the door.
I heard the satisfing click of the indoor- lock and the outside lock.
I put my mug of tea on my nightstand with my apple.
The bed sagged only a little under my weight.
I only weigh 100 pounds.
And I'm losing weight rapidly.
Thats because I'm not eating enough, the Doctor says.
Uh!
I can't even think about him right now.
He knows I'm uncomforable about my body, yet he always pushes his luck.
I take a sip of my warm tea and sigh.
I wish my mum were here.
She would tell me what to do.
I miss her so much.....
It's time I share what really happened to my mother and father.
You see, my mother had cancer.
Lung cancer.
It finally became to much for her.
She went to the hospital for good.
The doctors and nurses said that she needed a new lung.
They didn't have any donors, so they thought she was going to die.
But then, my father stepped in and said that he would give his life to let her live.
I begged him not to, but he wouldn't budge.
He went into the surgery and never came out.
My mother didn't respond to the surgery, either.
They both died within 24 hours of eachother.
By now, I had started crying at the memories.
Waiting in the room alone, waiting for someone to come with sympathy.
I was barely 18 when they both died.
I was the only one at their funeral.
No one else cared.
I stayed in that cemetary for 3 days, crying.
I stayed curled up under their double-grave.
I prayed that it was just a dream.
But no, they were really gone.
I-I-I can't go on.
I curled up in bed and tried to sleep.
I did fall asleep, but only for about 5 minute periods.
Why is life so hard?
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