CHAPTER 42 - Papa YG

                                    

                                          
The next day,Yang Hyun Suk decide to visit Jiyong after Youngbae give him a call crying saying he can't help Jiyong anymore.After getting ready early in the morning,Hyun Suk goes to Big Bang apartment with a documents contains thing that can help all of Big Bang members that is falling apart.
                          
After knocking to the door,Daesung open it up and he was shock to see Hyun Suk standing there with his sad gummy smile cause no one know that Youngbae called him to come and settle things up.Daesung open the door a bit more and let their boss who already like their own father came in and keep staring at him disbelieve.Its had been a long time since they all had seen him.
                          
"How are you doing Daesung-Sshi?" Daesung was forced out of his stare and nervously reply.
                          
"I'm..I'm..ok..Hyung..." Daesung said then Hyun Suk pat his shoulder lightly assuring him its ok not to feel ok.
                          
"Hyung?" Hyun Suk and Daesung turn to see Top and Youngbae was walking out and Youngbae can't help but crack a smile when he saw Yang Hyun Suk.
                          
"Boys?How are you guys doing?" He said while walking to them and hug then tightly like his own children.
                          
"Everything is..." 
                          
"Not fine." Top got cut off by Youngbae words and he stare at Youngbae for a long time.
                          
"Enough of hiding hyung...I can't stand to see Jiyong like that.I don't want he hurt himself or anything.I can't stand this." Youngbae said facepalm his face tired.
                          
Just then,YG open the envelope he bring together with him and grab out three letters and give it to each of them based on their name.They look at him then to the letter.
                          
"This....this is..." Daesung said can't help his tears.
                          
"Seungri last letters to you guys." He said sighed sad.
                          
"Hyung!Why did you keep it all this times!We all keep asking why aren't he left anything for us!" Top ask in rage and dissapointment.
                          
"Because..If i give it when you haven't reach the drop point,after reading it,you will fall deeper." He said and all of them stay silence.Because basicly he is right.
                          
"Please calm down yourself,and read the letters carefully.Seungri had lots he want to tell you guys that he can't manage to say it in words." He said then patted Youngbae shoulder before walking up to Jiyong room leaving all three of them staring at the letter in silence fighting with their mind to open it or not.
                          
YG open the door slowly making a creaking sound appear but Jiyong didn't bother to move.He was laying on his bed,hugging his knees and hide under the blanket like a baby.YG walk in the room feeling the dark aura all over this place.The curtain were closed so no light can come in.
                          
He walk over to the side of the bed and then sit on the bed making Jiyong open his eyes clearly he just pretend to sleep.
                          
"Jiyong...what had happen to you?" YG said feel broken to see the most kid he loved and took care of since he was a child becoming like this mess.No more the cute little gummy smile of his.No more the swaggie and fashion icon.He basicly broken in a way YG himself can't describe how sad he is.
                          
YG hold Jiyong hand and he caress his head lightly.
                          
"My child...what had happen to your life?" YG said tears falling.He know,when Seungri is gone,Jiyong gonna be the one who broke the most.But he didn't expect to this point.He look lifeless.
                          
"Hy..hyung..." Jiyong said for the first time YG enter the room and he get full attention from YG for that.
                          
"I'm so..sorry...I'm sorry...i..i couldn't..tak care of...Maknae.." Jiyong said then tears fall again making YG hug him tight.
                          
"Its not your faults Jiyong.Please don't blame yourself.Its really not your faults." YG said trying to calm Jiyong down.
                          
"Seungri left something for you Jiyong." YG said after let go of the hug and making Jiyong look at him eyes shocked.
                          
YG bring out an envelope just like the others,his name was written on the front envelope side and Jiyong hand shakily take the letters from YG.
                          
"He had something he want to tell you Jiyong.Please don't blame yourself anymore.Seungri will feel really sad if he know you are living like this because of him." YG said before stand up and walk out from the room to give Jiyong some space to calm down and read the letter.
                          
YG went to the kitchen to get some coffee by himself since he know all five of them is now battling with themself whether to open the letter or not.YG sit on the dining table,remembering the first time he came here to visit Big Bang after the first week they move in here from their old apartment.Time really goes fast.And he never thought,Seungri the younger will be gone this early.Death really didn't choose his age.
                          
FLASH TO THE BACK
                          
During the day of Seungri decide to suicide all the remaining four members were taken to the hospital along with Seungri corpse and only left the police to investigate the place furtherly.YG was crying and blaming himself for what had happen to Seungri while sitting on the couch in the living room.Just then a man came toward him.
                          
"Sir,we found four letters on the bed in the room.We believe this is for the remaining four of his hyung.I think you should take this and give it to them later because we can't keep it." The inspector said and YG hand slowly grab the letters and he stare at them disbelieve.He never know,in his life,he will get to hold a suicide notes.Especially from the person he loved and care the most.Seungri is never alone.Everyone love him.Its just,people can't show to him.Because of their ego.And now that ego gonna eating them alive.
                          
FLASH TO THE FRONT.


                          
You are afraid to tell people how you feel because that will destroy them.So you keep it in yourself where it destroy you.

                          
TO BE CONTINUED.
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