chapter 19

                                    

                                          
two years later* 
                          
Ayesha P.O.V 
                          
Folding up the prayer mat I rose up , Sun was shining through the room brightly , I walked towards my sofa and sat on it , I grabbed the jar , It wasn't any ordinary jar , It belonged to him .... I found it in the box ,it had many little notes with some messages written on it by him... Everyday I took out a note from the jar and would read it 
                          
It became like a routine of mine , I sighed and took out a note and read it 
                          
Tere liye he jiya main khud ko jo yunh de diya hai teri wafa ne mujhko sambhala sarey gamo ko dil see nikal , Main Jo mit bhi gaya toh wajood mera sada tujh main rahe zinda
(For you I lived, For you I gave myself , Your faith has restricted me for doing anything bad , Even if I die my presence would still be alive in you) 
                          
I smiled and folded the note away , It's been two years since he left , Two years since without being in his peaceful embrace , two years without him being on my headrest , two years without him taking my name , two years without his moon like face 
                          
They say true love never dies ....Its everlasting ... I can still feel him around me , smiling at me , looking at me with his bright blue eyes 
                          
I closed my eyes and laid my head on the pillow ..... Wind flowing around the room giving me the proof that He's somewhere in this wind , His soul was still alive , It was alive in me , he was dissolved in me like some potion , I slowly drifted off to sleep in the thoughts of Uzair
                          
I woke up from my deep slumber by my alarm , Showing it was time for my mother's medicine , Getting up I walked over to the bathroom and splashed my face with refreshingly cold water , Wiping away the water from my face I adjusted my scarf around my head , I looked at myself in the mirror , I was in white shalwar kameez ,his ring was still on my finger, The pendent given by him was shining on my neck , the thin chain of the golden pendent went long down my neck , Holding it I looked inside the picture and kissed it , Walking out of the bathroom I went outside my room , I walked downstairs towards the kitchen , I filled a glass with water and placed it on a tray and put my mother's medicines on it as well 
                          
Holding the tray my legs traveled towards my mother's room 
                          
Grabbing the doorknob I twisted it and walked in , My mother was sitting on the couch reading her book 
                          
With eyes still on her book, she spoke 
                          
"Come ayesha" 
                          
I walked towards her and sat down next to her placing the tray in front of her 
                          
"How did you knew it was me " I asked her with a small smile on my face 
                          
She placed her hand on my head and stroked my hair , Smiling slightly she spoke in her sweet voice 
                          
"You're my daughter Ayesha , A mother knows everything" 
                          
I smiled and spoke 
                          
"It's medicine time mama" 
                          
I gave her a glass of water and her medicine 
                          
Swallowing the medicines and gulping down the water in three sips she whispered Alhamdulilah 
                          
"I need to discuss something with you ayesha" she spoke
                          
"What mother" I asked 
                          
"Ayesha I know how hard it was for you to go through the pain of Uzair's death , But how long will you stay like this " she asked
                          
"I don't know mama" I replied while looking down 
                          
"Ayesha my child , I know it's hard for you to move on , but you can't stay like this forever , You need to move on , You're only 19 you've your whole life ahead of you" 
                          
"Ayesha there's a proposal for you" As she spoke I looked at her 
                          
"He's an amazing guy Ayesha , His family loves you already , they'll love and take care of you alot" she told me 
                          
Tears began to fill in my eyes as she spoke , How could I marry again knowing that my heart always belonged to Uzair 
                          
"Ayesha please don't cry" She spoke while holding my hand
                          
"Mama you know I can't marry someone else again" I said
                          
"Please ayesha you've rejected so many proposals already don't reject this one" she spoke 
                          
"Mama I can't" I spoke
                          
"Do it for Uzair ... Please ayesha" she asked while looking at me
                          
"Please" she spoke
                          
After a long tine of silence , I looked at her and answered
                          
"Okay" 
                          
Little did I know I didn't wanted to agree


                          
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