Chapter 18

                                    

                                          
Ayesha P.O.V 
                          
"I love you Ayesha , By Allah I will never leave you" uzair spoke while looking at me 
                          
"Promise ?" I asked him 
                          
"Promise" he replied 
                          
He grinned and pulled me into him , wrapping his arms around me he spoke
                          
"My life" 
                          
My eyes were connected to a grave , grave of my Uzair , Fresh petals of roses were covering his grave , His name was written gracefully on the tombstone , I sat down and placed my hand on his grave 
                          
" Assalam u alaikum Uzair " I spoke with my eyes full of tears 
                          
"I miss you Uzair" I spoke while crying , If only my tears could bring uzair back then I would spend all my life crying
                          
I placed my head on his grave and closed my eyes 
                          
I used to lay on his chest just like I'm doing now , The only thing is that I could hear his heartbeats , but now I can't , Never in a million years I thought that he would leave me 
                          
"You left me Uzair " I spoke , pain
Filled in my voice 
                          
"You broke all the promises like you never made them" 
                          
"You left me alone like you never promised to leave me" 
                          
"I miss you Uzair" I cried out loud 
                          
"You used to wipe my tears away whenever I would cry" 
                          
"But look here I am shedding uncountable tears waiting for you to wipe them away" 
                          
"But look you're not here" tears began flowing my cheeks like river 
                          
I hugged his grave tightly like I was hugging him , The graveyard was filled with my painful crying , it was like I never wanted to let go of him . my uzair was 6 feet down the ground but he felt so near to me when I hugged his grave 
                          
"You promised you'll come whenever I'm waiting for you" 
                          
"But look I'm waiting for hours , but you're not here" 
                          
"I miss you"
                          
"I love you" 
                          
"Uzair" 
                          
"Uzair" 
                          
"Uzair" 
                          
I spoke his name three times hoping he'll answer like he used to by saying G Jan-e-Uzair 
                          
"Please come back Uzair" I cried out 
                          
I sat up and looked at  his grave , I slowly leaned in and kissed his grave 
                          
"Allah Hafiz Uzair" I spoke while sobbing . I rose up and looked at his grave , I closed my eyes and began walking , A ring shined in my Ring finger , It belonged to Uzair Malik , his name was enough to give people shivers down their spines , But to me his name was enough to give me a reason to live  
                          
I looked at his grave and smiled , sorrow was protecting my smile like a shield , Tears were covering my eyes 
                          
I walked out of the graveyard 
                          
Arham bhai was standing near the car , I walked slowly towards the car , he passed a smile at me and I smiled back sadly 
                          
He got in the car and so do I , He started the engine and we head off to my house, ......Uzair's house 
                          
The car stopped and I slowly stepped out and adjustsed my scarf 
                          
"Get your stuff , I'm waiting outside" Bhai spoke and I nodded 
                          
I walked in the house and went upstairs to our room , I opened the door and looked around 
                          
I walked in slowly and gazed at every single thing , I took out a suitcase and started putting my things and clothes , I walked in the closet and my eyes went towards Uzair's closet 
                          
His clothes were hanging all perfectly , His collections of watches was just like he left them , in presentable form , I walked in his closet and looked around at his clothes , my eyes went towards his sherwani , It was the same sherwani he wore on our wedding , I took a hold of it and hugged it to my chest 
I looked at his every single belonging , as I was gonna walk away I noticed a box covered with red gift paper , I picked it up and looked at it , I opened it and say a beautiful pendent , I opened it and saw a picture of me and uzair , It was the picture of us looking at each other and smiling , his handsome face was glowing like a moon , I looked to the other side and noticed something written on it 
                          
Jan - e - Uzair 
                          
Ayesha Malik ❤
                          
My eyes began watering as I looked at the pendent 
                          
There was a note in the box , as I was going to read it I heard a car horn , I took the box and placed it in my suitcase , I walked over to the side table and took uzair ring and his picture , It was a picture of him smiling , I loved this picture of him the most , I took our wedding album and put all of our belongings in the bag , I walked out of the room taking a last glance at the room I turned the lights off and closed the door , I walked downstairs 
                          
I didn't noticed how tears were flowing down my cheeks , I wiped them away and walked out of the house , I closed the door and locked it Bhai came and took my bag , I got in the car and so did Bhai , I glanced at my house for the last time , All the memories coming back , I closed my eyes and leaned my head back , Bhai began driving and we headed back to our house 
                          
*At home* 
                          
"Meri bachi (my daughter)" mama kissed my forehead and looked at me
                          
"Everything will be okay my dear Allah will make everything okay" spoke my mom , I looked at her with tears filled in my eyes , I hugged her tight and began crying out loud 
                          
" Mama I miss him so much " 
                          
"Ayesha my daughter don't cry it'll be okay " she spoke , I kept sobbing in her lap 
                          
"My dear go to your room and sleep you're tired" she spoke I got up and nodded my head , I walked in my room , And sat on my bed suddenly I remembered the box , I took it out from the drawer and opened it 
                          
I took the note out and began reading it
                          
Ayesha 
                          
My life 
                          
The day I saw you was the most blissful day of my life , it was like Allah has send down an angel down on the earth , You were the most beautiful girl I ever saw in the universe , your innocence took my heart right away , you changed me into a whole new person , You made me turn into a human from a beast , Ayesha you came into my life as a blessing , I'm the most happiest man to have an amazing wife like you ... This gift is for you ...Always keep it close to your heart , and always remember , I will love you no matter what , even death won't be able to stop me from loving you
                                     I love you                           
                          
The moment I read it all I cried my heart out I took the note and kissed it again and again and again 
                          
"Uzair please wapis aa jayen( uzair please come back" I cried out ....I don't know for how long I kept crying and slept 
                          
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