Hopeless

                                    

                                          
"What am I supposed to do?" You didn't know what to do anymore.
                          
Without Gundham, your life was nothing special. You were so used to him, to his dark remarks, the way he hides his face when he blushes, how he talks to animals, and how he cared about you. You were so lost without him.
                          
"Calm down, (Y/N). We don't blame you for what happened." Hajime tried to calm you down, just like the others.
                          
But it didn't work, because they didn't know the reason for your behavior. They thought it was because you felt guilty for being an accomplice, but really, it was just you missing Gundham.
                          
"I can't." You muttered.
                          
"C'mon, cheer up! We're not mad at you, right guys?" Kazuichi was getting frustrated by the second.
                          
"I think it's something else that's bothering her." Nagito spoke. Of course Nagito knew.
                          
"What could it be then?" Hajime asked.
                          
"I think she just misses Gundham. I pity you." Nagito placed his hand on your shoulder.
                          
"We all miss Gundham and the others who sacrificed their lives for us." Hajime didn't understand at all.
                          
You felt lonely without Gundham. Sure, you still had the Four Dark Devas Of Destruction, but you weren't the Ultimate Breeder.
                          
"No, not that way. I think Gundham and (Y/N) had a relationship." You froze.
                          
"A relationship? How would you know?" Sonia didn't want to believe that, she secretly had a crush too.
                          
"Well, it's kinda hard to deny, right (Y/N)? I mean, you kissed him, right?" Everyone looked at you. You simply nodded, hiding your face in Gundham's scarf.
                          
"Oh, so that's whats going on with you." Hajime didn't know how to cheer you up anymore.
                          
"I'm gonna go." You left the restaurant, and went back to your cottage.
                          
"Hiiiiiiiii!" Monokuma popped up.
                          
"What do you want? I'm not in the mood for this." You wanted to push him aside, but decided to listen to him instead.
                          
"You want to see your boyfriend again, right?" Monokuma was smiling.
                          
"Huh?" What did he mean? 
                          
"I can bring him back to life if you want..." Monokuma looked at you.
                          
"Really? Are you serious? You're not f*cking with me, right?" You lifted Monokuma up in the air.
                          
"Waaahh! Put me down! I'm serious!" Monokuma's arms and legs were wiggling around, trying to escape your grasp.
                          
"Tell me how." Your eyes were dark. You wanted Gundham back, no matter what the price was.
                          
"Alright! You just need to kill someone!" You let go of him immediately.
                          
"Don't play stupid mindgames with me, I don't like it one bit!" You punched him.
                          
"Auchies! But I have a special offer for you!" You tried to calm down.
                          
"You don't have to get away with it! You just need to kill someone!" Huh? I don't need to get away with it? You didn't get it anymore.
                          
"You can't revive people! Don't piss me off!" You walked away.
                          
"Monokuma can do anything! Don't forget my offer!" You closed the door of your cottage.
                          
"Hnngg!" You sat down on the cold floor, your knees against your chest and your arms wrapped around them.