Chapter 7

                                    

                                          
Nialls pov

                          
I can't believe she said yes, she's actually coming over. I don't know why I'm nervous, I mean she probably only sees me as a friend. I mean, I had a couple other of my friends that are girls come over, but like I said Havannah she is different. I know it, by the way she acts,dresses, and I don't know. Her eyes are a new shade of blue I've ever seen, lighter than mine. They just hypnotize you. 
                          
We are in the car. It is at least an hour drive. We took the girls in ours because it's too late for them to drive on their own, according to Lou, there were seating arrangements. It's Lou and Liam up front and on the side in the two seater is Mel,and Zayn. Then in the back it's me Havannah then Harry. They seemed to be caught up in some conversation about Harry's girl problems. I don't know. I decided to join in. I have nothing better to do. 
                          
"Yeah, but I screwed up. Like big time and I don't think she will forgive me" Harry's girlfriend Kara doesn't believe him that he was drunk, and then he brought a girl home. She still thinks he was sober and just plain cheated 
                          
"Well, show her you're sorry. I mean if I had a boyfriend and he screwed up, and he showed it some way to prove it to me that he was sorry. I would probably forgive em" she said like she meant it 
                          
"Yeah but how?"
                          
"I don't know. A song. A dinner. Walk on the beach. What ever you think she likes" she weakly smiles
                          
"Thanks, Havannah?"
                          
"Yeah?"
                          
"Do you ever, like I don't know wish that if someone screwed up, he do that for you"
                          
"Trust me. If I had a ex. And he screwed up like that. I wouldn't want to see him again. But Kara, she seems like a understanding girl, and you seem much better than any of the guys I dated."
                          
"Thanks."
                          
"No problem. Hey Lou, how far are we?"
                          
"Uh, about a half hour. Why?"
                          
"Nothing, I just need a nap"
                          
She stretched, and then laid her head back, soon you heard little snores. Then the sleepiness feeling in the car came, and it seems contagious. After she fell asleep, Harry was next then Mel, then Zayn, and finally me. 
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Havannahs pov
                          
Mine and Harry's conversation had gotten me thinking. What if Dylan was going to do that for me. Besides a big Long speech, but hey he cheated. But I didn't hear him out. Things seem different between Harry and Kara though. She seems like a lovely girl. Harry he is different than Dylan. He seems sorry,and I mean if he loves her that much then good. I shouldn't even compare their relationship with mine. Mine was screwed up by the month. 
                          
Everything went downhill after Dylan got arrested from his one home. He assaulted everyone even a two year old girl. He just punched, Hit, an kicked everyone. When he was finally released he changed. Even Mel agreed. He wasn't his kind and gentle self anymore. He just cared more about himself. Then I didn't mind, I was just blinded by the thing called love. He had his breakdowns, and then I'll forgive him.
                          
It took me a half of a year to realize I he changed and I wasn't as happy as before. I still loved him. I mean it would've almost been two years. But hey, that's what love brings doesn't it? hurt? and mixed thoughts? stupidness? 
                          
I just wished I had one of those happy relationships people would have since they were kids, but I'm not a kid anymore. By law I'm considered an adult. Inside, I'm not. I still don't know things most my age know. Or people older than us, I mean were still learning and growing, we can't know everything now. Not even adults know what the meaning if love is.