Chapter 30

                                    

                                          
For the rest of practice.. Viktor acted weird.
                          
He wouldn't look directly in my eyes. Hell, he wouldn't even come near me. 
                          
What do I do? He was barely talking to me. The man that I love avoiding me made my heart shatter. 
                          
What did I do wrong? I didn't think what I did would be this serious. I was only trying to let him have a little satisfaction and realize that I do love him.
                          
I walk over to the locker, untying both of my skates and glancing over at Viktor leaning against the wall. He has a focused look on his face and his hands are interlocked while rested on his stomach. 
                          
I bite my lip, lowering my eyelids a bit before sighing and standing up, my normal shoes on. 
                          
I walk up to him, waving my hand in front of his face when he doesn't see me. He snaps out of his thoughts and immediately jumps back from me. Pain flashes through my chest when he stands a good distance from me. 
                          
"Let's.." I start, biting my lip. "Let's get going." 
                          
I start to walk out of the door as he rushes after me, barely making it out of the door as I walk fast in front of him. 
                          
"Y-Yuri.. What's the matter?" He asks. I stop dead in my tracks and close my eyes tightly, the wind blowing through my hair as my cheeks become cold from the November air. 
                          
Am I over exaggerating this? 
                          
But it hurts to be avoided by him.. When I don't even know why.
                          
"Wow, Viktor." I say, laughing sarcastically. I turn around, then staring deep into his eyes as I try my hardest to hold my stance, when in reality I simply just want to break down and cry. 
                          
"Huh?" He asks, confused. 
                          
I walk up closer to him, watching as his eyes widen and he becomes tense.
                          
Maybe I should test this out.
                          
If he doesn't want it, then I'll know that he doesn't like me..
                          
And it's just now catching up to him.
                          
"Y-yuri.. What-"
                          
I lean forward, latching my fingers around the front of his t shirt and kissing him against the lips deeply. I can tell he's surprised since he doesn't respond.. Which simply makes me more nervous.
                          
Please, please kiss me back.
                          
Have you really not liked me all this time? Was I really just a game?
                          
And what he did next really broke my heart.
                          
He.. Pushed me away.
                          
"No!" He says, his voice quivering and his hand shaky over his lips. My eyes widen as tears fill my eyes and my lips fall closed. 
                          
"I can't.." I start, not being able to hold back the overwhelming feeling of tears wanting to fall. "I can't believe I was just a t-toy.." 
                          
I started sobbing. 
                          
I don't think I've cried that hard in years. 
                          
"Yuri.. Wait, no-"
                          
"You bitch!" I scream. 
                          
His eyes widen and I see shock written all over his face. I bite my lip, then turning around and sprinting home. 
                          
"Yuri! Wait, no!" I heard him yell behind me, but I kept running.