Finally at the end of summer you had got a week off from UNI. As a matter of course the weather choose exactly the day my vacation started to turn from warm and sunny to cold and rainy. Luckily you didn't mind because you liked the rain and had no problem with staying in, reading a book or watching a movie. So when you woke up late and saw that the sky was dark and clouded you turned on the TV and made yourself a warm cup of tea. After some breakfast you snuggled yourself up in a warm blanket on your couch with another nice cup of tea and one of your favourite books, The Fault In Our Stars. You loved this novel, because it made you laugh and cry, so you had already read it at least 7 times. Your friends always made fun of you because of your addiction to books, especially Harry always bantered about this part of your personality. You always had a book with you no matter where you went. Beside that your curly friend always bantered on you for your weird addiction to gum and your fear of paranormal horror movies. Even though he always annoyed you with his banter you still missed it when he was gone and you were set alone in my flat. Right now Harry has been gone a month and even though you texted and called you still missed him like crazy. While you were reading about Hazel and Augustus the TV screen switched to a midday magazine show and you turned your attention to the TV when you heard your friends being mentioned by the presenter. "Seems like One Direction is enjoying their tour so far, while Louis Tomlinson got his long-time girlfriend with him, Zayn Malik flew to his fiance Perrie Edwards to watch one of her bands concert. The other three were seen out partying in a club with many beautiful girls and some friends. It's said that Harry Styles especially enjoyed the presence of the girls and left with this mysterious blonde chick." While the moderator talks a picture of Harry and a tall beautiful blonde appears on the screen. Your hands instantly cramped a bit and you clutched the book in your hands. She didn't seem nice, she seemed like she would use Harry for fame and money. You always got cautious when Harry was seen with a girl. He might not seem like it but he fell easily and you didn't want him to fall hard because of a girl that didn't like him for who he was. You parted your frowning face from the TV and got your attention back to the book in your hands, hoping Harry would not be naive. Just as you flipped the page your doorbell went off, so you layed the book down and went to open the door. As soon as you cracked it open a tall figure sneaked through the crack and you were pulled into a broad chest. "Hey monkey, I missed you!", his raspy voice spoke while you heard the door fell shut behind him. You cuddled a little more in the warmth of his body and let out a breathless: "Hey." You were surprised, you thought he was in America, you mean he was there just the day before. Happily you parted from him smiling up at his beautiful face. He stepped back and took his coat and shoes off, then flashed you back a little smile. "You want anything? Should I make you something to eat?", you asked to fill the awkward silence that had arose. Weird enough that there was one, because there never was anything awkward between you and Harry but now the way he looked you up and down with his eyes and scanned your appearance there was. He just shook his head while still eyeing you, like he was looking for an injury, checking if you were OK. The two of you were set on your couch, you snuggled up in your blanket again, Harry on the other end his gaze still on you. Today there was something strange, not only did his glances made you nervous, they also made your heart beat faster every time you would meet the gaze of his sparkling green eyes, you knew so well. "So whatcha doing here Harry? Aren't you supposed to be on tour?" He cracked a weak smile. "Haha yeah, but we've got a week off and I thought I'd pay you a little visit since I missed you on tour." Before you could think about it your cheeks went red and you looked down at the ground. What was wrong with you today? "I missed you too!", you told him as you forced yourself to look at him. That was a mistake because he looked like an angel with the little raindrops sparkling in his hair and long eyelashes, which were framing his glistening green eyes. Before you knew you stretched out your hand and wiped some of his dark brown locks which were sticking to his forehead out of his face. "You sure you're not cold?" You asked concerned. He nodded and slipped closer to you, wrapping on arm around you and slipping under the warm blanket with you. Pulling you closer to his chest he nuzzled his face in your neck and peered at the TV through your hair. "How was LA?", you asked filling the silence so he wouldn't hear your booming rapid heartbeat. "Pretty cool, beautiful beach, amazing crowds! You know the fans are crazy down there!" You listened to his raspy voice while feeling the vibrations of his words on his chest. "What's with the beautiful girls? Did you and the lads have fun?" You said it in a happy tune like you were excited about hearing more of LA but the truth was that the thought of Harry and the perfect blonde girl popped up in your head again and caused a stinging in your chest. "Nah, I think there are more beautiful girls in London! Yeah we had plenty of fun you know we pranked Paul and also the band." You just nodded and smiled, turning your attention back to the TV, while Harry started to play with your wavy hair. His head still nuzzled in your neck where his breath tickled you. After some time his breathing became more even and you thought that he fell asleep. So you jumped a little when he suddenly started to talk after a while. "You know (Y/N), I really missed this on tour." He started and pulled you more into him, so you sat on his lap with your back pressed against his chest. "I mean cuddling with you, making you angry and just being close without saying anything." You were overextended trying to cope with this situation figuring out what to say. How did he mean that? Why did he say all of this out of a sudden? What were you supposed to answer? As he raised his head a little to look at you his lips grazed your neck and you felt that certain spot prickling. "I've really missed you, (Y/N). Haven't you missed me too?" His question echoed through your mind. Yeah you really did miss him too, when you thought back now, there wasn't a single day you weren't thinking about him. "Y-yeah, I missed you too." Your voice was a little bit shaky when you finally answered him. "You know, I didn't mean it that way monkey. I mean I really really missed you in a complete other way than you mean..." His voice was just a whisper right beside your ear. You gulped hard as you realized what he meant and also finally saw that you have been in love with him all this time. That was the reason why you never liked his girls, why you even wanted him to be around when he was annoying and why you missed him like mad when he was away. "M-me t-too." At first you he didn't hear your stuttered words because they were just above a whisper but then he suddenly turned you in his lap so you were straddling him and you felt his warm soft lips at yours in a passionate kiss. "I'm glad Liam got me to check on you and kicked my ass to tell you how I feel!" He said breathlessly after we parted. "Check on me, why?" You asked curious. "He was the opinion that you loved me too and might be hurt by the media, when they made up that weird taking a girl back home rumour again." You smiled at him again while saying: "You know I try not to believe rumours Harry, so I always wait till you tell me something about it. Can I have another kiss now?" You pulled your mouth to a pout which made him laugh. "Your wish is my command!" He said while leaning in again joining their lips back together.
