Dedication

                                    

                                          

There is an ache I am feeling 
In a heart I never knew I had 
                          
But baby you brought me back to life, 
Provided sexual healing. 
Who am I kidding, this is beyond physical attraction 
                          
Your soul is my devotion.
I admire your strength, your wits, your very being 
But this is something you'll never know 
As I can't afford to let this love grow.
                          
So I will watch you from afar,
Pray that you succeed and be the star that you are.
While I try to move on without turning back 
Which is easier said than done considering you cast a hex 
                          
You left a void no other man can fill 
No one can match your sharp wits and dirty mouth
Just your voice alone make my panties drop
Sure I suppose finding another fuckboy is easy 
                          
But where can I find one that is also cheesy 
Who else acts like an old British Lady 
Sitting by the window, drinking tea and writing poetry daily 
                          
More importantly, I will never find a soul as pure as yours 
Even though you claim you're the devil who will fuck me on all fours
I've seen you fight to protect the ones you love 
Even if it means giving yourself up to the one above 
                          
Maybe in another life we are meant to be 
Like one of those fairytale love stories.
But we both know we are drawn to destruction
Hence we prefer a Brother Grimm's edition. 
                          
I suppose my love that is why we will never be, 
We are two forces of the same nature 
And that can only lead to danger
                          
So goodbye my almost lover






                          
*this is written for someone who I know will never read this, because I am someone he will easily dismiss. Maybe in future we will be together or at least find peace with each other.