never did i think
that it'd all end up okay
i prayed to feel apathy
when i saw you everyday
the panic moved in
planning to stay a while
i spent time around you in fear
i never saw a smile
changing seemed impossible
and so did finding light
but then i met him
and everything finally felt alright
he showed me what you failed to
that i am stronger than i thought
that i am not doomed
that i write my own plot
he taught me to be happy
and to find peace with myself
to forget about those who
hurt me like yourself
and that
that was how i knew
he was always better for me
than you
