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Today 11:45AM
                          
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read|11:45AM
                          
Today 3:00PM
                          
So are you just going to keep ignoring me and forget that you're supposed to pick me up today? That was a part of the plan right?
read|3:12PM
                          
I'm here in Washington, I landed earlier this morning and I was going to surprise you... I just don't know if I'm gonna come get you or not anymore. I have my own things going on—problems I mean. I really don't want to hear how much of a douche or dick you think I am because I didn't tell you. It was condescending, I know. But I had my reasons at the time. Reasons that are still valid or somewhat valid. I'm sorry.
read|3:15PM
                          
You thought I was going to fuss at you for pretending to be someone else? I mean, besides the lying, you did nothing wrong. You're a celebrity and you wanted to protect yourself from any unnecessary problems, I get that. I'm not mad at you, I just wanted you to tell me truth. And I wanted to tell you how sorry I was for talking about you to you behind your back. It was kinda jacked up... but I guess you already know the reason why. I'm a fan Justin. A belieber and you know as well as I know that things like this never work out. You'll never be able to trust me because you'll always think I'm using you for a certain purpose or for fame. You'll doubt that I'll love you as a person and not as a celebrity. And I don't want to prove you right. I mean let's face it, nothing good will come out of this. I love you so much already and maybe it's as a person, or maybe it's as a celebrity, I don't know. I just know that I already love you in a way that you'll never understand and in a way that you'll never be able to love me. I just don't want to lose you. As a person. As a friend. As an inspiration. I know you're going through stuff because I saw it on the tv, and it's because of me. I just... I don't want us to destroy each other. You get that right?
read|3:17PM
                          
Of course I get it, Ky. If I didn't, I wouldn't have ever asked you to my hotel with me, or to come home with me, or even date me.  The minute I laid eyes on you those years ago, I had already fallen in love. Maybe I didn't realize how badly until I saw you again, but it was love. I felt a tingle in my stomach for the first time when you walked over to me at those meet and greets. I was stupid and I thought I'd get over it. Maybe I'd see another girl that day and then I'd get over you, but I didn't. I wrote a song about you. Stuck in the moment. That's your song. I was an idiot for not saying anything then, I was an idiot for letting you go, and I won't catch myself making that same mistake again, now that I was given a second chance to get with you. You may love me in a way I'll never love you back in, but I love you in a way you'll never love me back either. You've had years to grow a connection with me. Years to fall in love with me. I had five minutes. I had five literal minutes and you stole my heart in a way no one else has. I don't want that going to waste. Not for anything.
read|3:20PM
                          
You wrote that for me... 😪😢
read|3:21PM
                          
I did.
read|3:21PM
                          
I just don't know what to say..
read|3:22PM
                          
Tell me that you're down. Tell me that you'll do this with me or that you'll try with me. Tell me you want to make my love a first sight moment be a memory I can tell our kids. That in the future our kids will be able to hear the story of the way we laid in poison ivy, or that you fake farted in my jet.. or that I made your eggs so crunchy it sounded like you were eating chips. Tell me that we're in this together, Kyrsten.
read|3:24PM
                          
We're in this together, Justin.
read|3:24PM
                          
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I'm shook 😭😩❤️👌🏽.
                          
Someone said I should do longer chapters, so I'm gonna start that.
                          
What should happen next??