Liam ended up leaving work early- getting a sick leave because really he did feel sick. His head was filled with so many thoughts and none of them wanted to leave him alone hence the headache and his heart felt like it was about to burst out any minute.
'You are angry because I found someone else'
Zayn had a point there- Zayn always had point but Liam wished he didn't. Liam wished he heart would stop feeling, he wished his eyes would stop memorizing the way Zayn smile or the way his eyes twinkled.
He wished he would stop.
Because loving Zayn has been the hardest thing he has ever done.
And he can't take it anymore.
"Liam, what happened?" Harry asked as he stepped aside to let Liam in, his face was creased together in to a worried expression.
"Nothing" Liam brushed past him- going straight up to his room and he closed his door behind him. Sliding against it, finally letting the tears slip down his face. He knew Harry wouldn't coming knocking for him- just because Harry was that sort of person who knew when to leave some one alone.
And Liam was glad that Harry was the only one home at the moment.
***
"What are you doing here?" Liam asked, as he heard the door creak open.
"How did you know it was me?" Zayn asked as he stepped in, ignoring the deathly glare Liam shot him as he closed the door behind him.
"That doesn't matter. Get out" Liam ordered as he pointed towards the door. He was tried of crying - being the weaker one who just kept on letting Zayn come back and hurt him. But that had to stop, right? For once, he wanted to be the one that didn't get hurt.
"I want to talk" Zayn said - seeming more confident than he actually felt.
He had been stupid, really stupid.
He didn't mean a word of what he said. It was in the burn of the moment -in the boiling heat of his rage. He was just angry- angry because Liam wouldn't let him come near him, angry because of just how far Liam was from him.
Zayn wanted him closer.
"Zayn, go away please. Leave me alone, stay away" Liam begged as he turned away, his eyes avoiding Zayn's. He got off his bed and walked over to window- looking out of it. Anything to avoid looking at Zayn.
Zayn walked forward - footsteps hard and fast. He grabbed Liam by his arm and turned him around before pushing him back against the window, pinning his hands down by his sides to Liam from struggling so much.
"Za-"
"Would you stop and breath for a second? And just let me breath" With you.
"You are the one that needs to stop" Liam spat back.
Zayn relaxed his grip on Liam's hands and stepped back a little - eyes narrowed as he tried to get Liam to look at him but that was something just impossible for him to do right now.
"Stop talking to me" Liam whispered, his eyes closed because no he didn't want Zayn top stop talking to him- really he didn't but he also knew that if Zayn talking to him they might just end up breaking completely.
"Can't do that I am afraid"
"And why is that?"
Zayn stayed quiet, debating on what he should say. The answer was right in front of him - right there but he couldn't say it not when he was engaged and not when he was hurting Liam this much. Not when Liam hated him.
Liam deserved to move on.
"Come on, Zayn. What is it?" Liam urged him. For a split second he wished that the words that he was hoping to hear would come out of Zayn's mouth but then he realized that he will never be able to hear those words again. Especially from Zayn.
"You're my friend and I care abou-"
"Yeah of course"
With that Liam pushed Zayn away from him. Zayn groaned and banged his head against the window- groaning in frustration.
"Are you going out or shall I?" Liam snapped.
"This is your room" Zayn commented.
"Oh wow, like I didn't know that...now, you can go"
"Not without doing this"
Zayn walked towards Liam- this time their eyes locked. Zayn refused to let his eyes hitch even for a minute. He knew what he was doing was wrong- probably in so many ways but it was something he had to do - needed to do.
"Zayn...?" Liam stepped back, his back hitting the wall this time.
Zayn stood in front of Liam - their bodies just about touching. He leaned over and pressed a light kiss to the side of Liam's mouth.
"I am sorry" Zayn whispered before he backed away and walked out of the room leaving Liam completely awestrucked.
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yeah okay....hope that was okay.
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