Chapter 30 - Tsukishima's Ending

                                    

                                          
Disclaimer: I don't own Haikyuu
                          
You have fell in love with the ever so salty oversized man. Tsukishima Kei. Also known as your crush. Of course you loved him ever since he have gave you a lesson about math. You never really showed theses feelings because to many things were happening at once. Volleyball, school, and your ankle. Either way you were still in love with the boy. Even though you were very known about his feelings you were still very scared around him. He stopped talking to you at times where you would think he will steal a chance to tease you. But nothing came out of the boys mouth. You have been wanting to confess to him for a while but it seemed like he was always avoiding you. So you went to ask Yamaguchi about what was going on with the tall middle blocker. (Btw, your in your second year in high school.)
                          
"Yama-kun!" You said, running over to the boy.
                          
"Oh, (nickname)-chan." Yamaguchi gave you a sweet smile as you return the smile.
                          
"Do you know where's Kei-kun? It feels like he's been avoiding me." You frown as a Yamaguchi sigh before doing a frown as well.
                          
"He said he need to go somewhere with a girl.." Yamaguchi said.
                          
"Oh... Okay, thank you always." You bowed to the boy who nodded back.
                          
You went everywhere looking for Kei. Lately he has been hanging out with a girl, who had gentle hazel eyes, long silky brown hair, and a perfect slim body. She was actually a new student this year, and because of her looks and personality she was popular among the second years. You didn't know why he was always with her, but it started to make you uncomfortable when there were around 24/7. There was some times where she was coming to volleyball practice.  Even though Kei never smiled at the girl he would just stare at her. Making you wonder if he was staring at her, because of her beauty.
                          
Her name is Kato Mika. She was very smart, actually she wasn't just smart, but she was perfect. The only thing you were probably better than her was volleyball, and your determined soul. That has to be it though. When your crush is hanging out with someone else a lot more than you are it feels like you can't compete against them. Were you even good enough for Kei? Or has he got bored with you and found another girl? Thoughts ran though your mind as your face became red with stress. Were you to late? You keep blaming yourself that it was fault that you didn't told him how you felt earlier. You were madly in love with him. You knew that he was rude and an asshole at times, but when he was in love he was caring and sweet. A side that nobody knew but his lover. But you never knew what it feel like to be loved and cared from Tsukishima. He will always call you (y/n), but lately he has been resuming to be calling you Chibi-chan. Even though he promise not to call you that unless you called him Kei, which you did.
                          
The pain and sadness overwhelm you as tears dripped down your chin.
                          
'Why are you sad? It's your fault that you he gave up on you. You made him wait for you too long.. but if he loved me.. he would have waited.. right?' You thought. 
                          
"Eh.. (l/n)-san are you okay?" You heard a very worried voice and look up to see Mitsuki. One of yours and Kei's classmate.
                          
"Oh Mitsuki." You smiled wiping your tears away. "I'm okay. Don't worry about me." 
                          
You flash him a weak smile as he frowned.
                          
"You haven't been yourself lately.. are you sure?" He asked with a concern like expression.
                          
You widen your eyes as more tears slipped out. Was it that obvious that you were acting more depress because of Tsukishima? You barely talked or hangout with Mitsuki, but it seemed like he noticed.
                          
"No.. I'm not sure.. I don't know what's wrong with me!" You said as tears stream down your face. He quickly reacted as gave you a sudden hug which surprise you. You widen your eyes as he hugged you.