CHAPTER 30 - Hyung

                                    

                                          
After a week from Seungri doing the check up,he become silent and he didn't want to communicate with anyone.Even when they nring him to Jiyong,he will cry his eyes out then fall asleep beside him.Youngbae and the other feel extremely worry for him than Jiyong now.It broke their heart to see he crying in mess grabbing his head enduring the pain at his head that they wished can help him to faded it away.But they can't.They really wished and pray Jiyong will wake up soon and help Seungri to end the pain cause only he can do that to him.
                          
Today again,all of them helped Seungri to went to Jiyong room but all of them stand there shock.Shock to death.Seungri lift up his head and his eyes can't believe what he saw.He slowly wake up from the wheelchair then he walk slowly toward Jiyong,that was sitting on the bed looking around feeling confuse.But then he stopped when he saw Seungri face.He smile.
Seungri went near to his body then he caress Jiyong face with his shaking hand too surprised.But then Jiyong guide his hand to stay static on his cheek by holding it with his hand letting the tears fall from Seungri eyes.
                          
"How are you..Baby panda?" 
                          
Jiyong ask and Seungri cried harder making Jiyong pulled him into his hug as tight as he can.Seungri was happy.If he was asked what is the beautiful moments in his life,this one will be his answer.He just so shocked.He don't know how to describe the feeling.He feel like he was trapped in a dark world and forever no more light will come inside.But when he saw Jiyong,he saw a light shining inside.His saviour.He feel so safe.Finally after such a long time he feel in danger,now he can be in this arms again.And he really want to thank the God for this.
                          
"Hyung.....I'm...sorry...don't leave..me again....please..." Seungri cry sobbing while clenching Jiyong clothes make he feel bad for letting this boy be alone all this time.
                          
Jiyong look over to the others then he saw a sight of happiness but somehow sadness in their eyes.Top just show him a thumbs up while Youngbae smile to him then all of them decide to give Seungri,the most depressed person when Jiyong wasn't here,to talk and have a private time with him for a while.
                          
"Why are you crying Ri?I'm already here...." Jiyong said near Seungri ears while patting the boy back but Seungri move closer hiding his face in Jiyong chest,he want to be more close.As close as he can to him.
                          
"Do...you know...how I feel...when they said you...only have 50/50 chance of living....I thought...you are gonna leave me...I thought i will lose you...i thought i can't never see you again,hear your voice again,hearing your beautiful laugh again..thinking of it make make me insane.It hurt...so deep inside it hurt to know it was because of me...." Seungri express his feelings and Jiyong heart wrench when he hear all of it.
                          
"...you are stupid Jiyong.....why would you jump inside the sea!You have asthma..you could die!You are stupid!" Seungri said hitting his chest lightly angry while face in mess crying.
                          
Jiyong then,pulled Seungri right hand toward him then place his hand behind his nape then pushed it to kiss him by the lips.Seungri slowly closed his eyes while Jiyong right hand interwined their hand together.Jiyong turn his head to the side to kiss him better and Seungri open his lips for a better access and Jiyong devouring every single space in his mouth while pushing his nape further.He want to tell that he was sorry.He was sorry for being the reason Seungri cried his eyes out and feel alone all this time.
                          
After a few moments,they pulled away from the kiss and Jiyong look direct into Seungri deem eyes.He feel bad.Those precious eyed show pain and lonely.
                          
"I'm sorry..Ri...I can't let you drown there...remember when I said 'You die,I die.' ?How can you ever think about suiciding like that Ri?Don't you love me?Us?" Jiyong ask still feel dissapointed that Seungri choose to die instead of fighting it.
                          
"But you love Nana...Are you playing with me Jiyong?" Seungri ask feeling confuse and hurt.
                          
"I won't sacrifice my life just to save you like that..I love you Ri...More then a brother..More then a member...more then everything i had..." Jiyong said put his hand under Seungri chin to look at him.
                          
"Stop crying already now please?I'm sad you are crying like this...I'm so bad to leave you like that but I had no choice,you need to keep save beside me Ri..." Jiyong kiss his forehead slowly then he pulled off and wipe away the tears stained with his palm.
                          
"Smile...smile please baby panda.." Jiyong said smiling then Seungri chuckle to hear baby panda.How he loved the nickname Jiyong created for him.
                          
"Just like that..Always smile.." Jiyong said then patted Seungri head lightly.
                          
After that,Youngbae,Top and Daesung went inside and finally,all five of them was reunite again.How everyone wished they can explain this happiness inside.
                          
"Jiyong you scared me to death!!!Please don't do this ever again big boy!!" Top nagged then hugged Jiyong that just laughing to his childish side.
                          
"Hyung..please never do this again..it dangerous and maknae keep on searching for you..." Daesung said hugged Jiyong that feel happy he was back here.
                          
"Yow big brother...you did this again later on,i'll make sure to chain you up in the house and spank your ass...welcome back Jiyong..." Youngbae smirk while Jiyong laugh to his bestfriend jokes.
                          
Jiyong is happy.Seungri is happy.Everyone is happy.This is perfect right?Nothing gonna change right?
                          
Well,I'm a cruel author as you know.
                          
During the happiest moment for Jiyong and the others,Seungri look at his face then his eyes suddenly goes blurry and he feel numb.The headache come again at the times like this.At last,he faint,in Jiyong arms,closing his eyes meeting the dark.
                          
"Seungri.....Seungri...." He heard people voice fading in the background then lost from the reality make everyone in panic while Jiyong feel weird and worry.
                          
I'm scared to be so happy,cause when I'm too happy,something bad will happen.
                          
TO BE CONTINUED.
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