CHAPTER 28 - Please

                                    

                                          
Youngbae walk inside the ICU room to see a sad beautiful scenery where Seungri was in a deep sleep beside Jiyong on the bed.He just came back from the hotel after sending Top and Daesung to have a rest and he will be here to take care for a while.He walk toward Seungri side and he look to his face.There were lots of tears stained on his cheeks and he was holding Jiyong hand tightly resting in his arms eventhough Jiyong wasn't awake.
                          
"Ri?Wake up..Let's go to your room.." Youngbae shake Seungri lightly but the boy just mumble something and move more nearer to Jiyong instead of opening his eyes.
                          
Youngbae sigh sad,he slowly slide his hand under Seungri body then slowly lifted him up in his arms with bridal style but soon Seungri awake in his arms as he feel his hand and Jiyong was break from the hold.
                          
"Hyung..No...I want to..be beside Jiyong hyung..." Seungri said sound weak and tired of only God know what.
                          
"Ri...You are still in healing process..You need to have lots of rest and can't be out from the room too long...We will be right here back soon kay?" Youngbae said trying to make Seungri not feel sad.
                          
Seungri give up as he feel his head was throbbing hard then lay his head on Youngbae chest.
                          
"I was the one who hurt Jiyong hyung didn't I hyung...." Seungri mumble in Youngbae arms as tears start to stream again as he remember that painful event.
                          
"No..you didn't maknae..stop thinking too much...you are still weak..Jiyong will kill me if he know I let you cry like this..." Youngbae said putting Seungri slowly on his bed then put his blanket on him.
                          
"Will he be awake hyung?Jiyong hyung won't leave me...don't he?He loved me right?He will wake up right?" Seungri ask hoping Youngbae will make he feel calm for a while but instead Youngbae move a little bit infront then kiss Seungri forehead then he hugged him.
                          
"I want you to calm down...And have a good rest okay Ri?I will be here...Just know that Jiyong love you so much..." He pulled off from the hugged then he wiped the tears on Seungri face with his warm palm.
                          
"...he will be sad if he know..you were crying like this..especially because of him..Have a rest ok." Youngbae said giving Seungri his smile before walk away to the switch and turn the lamp off.
                          
Youngbae sit on the sofa inside the room,and in time he actually doze off,maybe because he was so tired.So easy to say but hard to do.Seungri can't even close his eyes for five minutes as the tears keep streaming down.He feel so stupid.So angry with himself.To let Jiyong get hurt like that.
                          
He just don't know how to explained the feeling.He feel so sad,numb,worthless,useless.He was trying to make Jiyong happy but in the end he was the one who hurt him,badly until he was fighting with dead.And its all because of him.He know right away,that he was always a mistake.People was right.He should take his life away before all this happened.But he declined the advices given by his monster and he gotta pay for it now.The most people he loved in this world,got hurt badly.And the most painful things is,it was because of him.
                          
Seungri suddenly was getting a headache.Not a normal one.Somehow it was really pain until he feel like his brain gonna exploded.He curled hugging his knees under the hospital blanket while trying to ease his throbbing head by breath in properly but its a failed.It was becoming more worse.Seungri decided to wake up from the bed and be in a sit posture on the bed while both of his hand trying to massage his head but it still hurt.
                          
'Help.'
                          
Seungri look over to Youngbae,but somehow he was too far too reach and his voice can't come out at all.Seungri get more frustrated ending up strugling on the bed making a squeaking sound and the wires connected to his hand broke away.And that noisy sound enough to make Youngbae wake up,panicly as he saw Seungri was crying in mess while holding his head while eyes shut showing pain.He quickly run to the emergency button and pressed it numerous time with all his might.
                          
Then he quickly run toward Seungri that was now becoming insane hitting his head with the bed holder which basicly a metal numerous time.Youngbae quickly hold him up by his shoulder but Seungri insist on pushing him away and continue to hut his head until blood was dripping from his head but he didn't care.The headache was far more worst then this.
                          
"Oh my God Seungri stop hitting your head like this!!!!Doctor!Nurse!Somebody help!!!" Youngbae shout as he keep a tight grab on Seungri shoulder now and hugged him in his embrace even when the younger fight back to get off his hold.Luckily Youngbae body was built good and strong enough then Seungri.
                          
"Hyung!Let me go!!It hurt!!" Seungri shout grabbing his head tight with tears mess in his face.
                          
"Oh my God!Sir whats wrong?" Suddenly a doctor come in with a few nurses and help to hold Seungri while the doctor try to check on him but he failed cause Seungri keep on strugling.
                          
"What happen?!" The doctor ask panic as he saw blood on Seungri head.
                          
"I was sleeping just now but when I wake up he was hitting his head with the side holder and crying in pain!I don't know what happen!" Youngbae tell panic.
                          
"Kim,put him some pain killer." The doctor said then the nurse nodded and grab a syringe from the trolley they bring along just now then he slowly inject it into Seungri vein while Seungri was still hugged by Youngbae that was trying his best to keep him calm.How he wish Jiyong will be here and help Seungri.He need him.Especially time like this.
                          
"It..hurt..hyung..Help..me..Ji..Hyung...." Seungri mumble as the liquid start to show some effect and make him drowsy and finally stop strugling and fall asleep in Youngbae arms.
                          
"What happen doc?Why did he suddenly had the headache this bad?" Youngbae ask worry while the doctor was checking on Seungri eyes pupils with his torchlight.
                          
"This can be some of the side effect.I'll do some check up on him later.For now,his body seems weak so we better let him rest enough for his body to stay awake again." The doctor said helping Youngbae to moved Seungri back on his bed while the nurses connected the wires to his vein and the other one clean up the scratch and wipe away the blood stained.
                          
"My workers will check on his condition every hours so don't worry.We will keep in stable every hour." The doctor tell last which at least ease the worry a little but from Youngbae tired heart.
                          
After the doctor leave,he walk over to Seungri bed and he slowly slide away the hair that had messed up during the strugle just now and he can clearly see the pain in Seungri face.Its all written there.And without no one here,he cry alone.Actually all this time Youngbae was crying and keep the pain to himself and act like nothing happen but he feel really worry to his bestfriend and his little maknae.
                          
Seeing Seungri strugle in pain just now,make he feel like he broke the promises he had made to Jiyong to take care of Seungri when he wasn't here.
                          
'Jiyong.,you need to come back..you stupid human..how can you let I cried this much...How can you let Seungri fight all this pain and feeling worthless alone..you pabo ah...wake up fast..Seungri didn't need me you saengki ahh....he need you...so bad Ji...so..please comeback and please make this worry stop...' Youngbae though sobbing silently beside Seungri that night.
                          
I need you.Because I'm the best me when I'm with you.And because when you're gone,nothing feels right until you return.
                          
TO BE CONTINUED.
Ideas came out like raining suddenly....sorry for making recently chapters so sad....and bad in spelling cause tears make my eyes blurry so recently chapters might have lots of mistake...I'll correct it if I have leisure time but now I want to focus on writing so excuse the mistakes and Sorry if the mistakes disturb your reading...huhuhuuu..i'm not perfect guyss....😭 commentssss