CHAPTER 24 - Me or Her?

                                    

                                          
That day,Jiyong and Seungri spend their time together eventhough they need to wear all those distinguishes,it didn't stop them to act silly and laugh out loud together.Seungri was truly happy today.He enjoy the last day to the fullest with Jiyong.Not really care about any problems anymore.He want to give Jiyong the best day after all the hardship he went through to take care of Seungri.And he did prepared a surprise specially for him at the end of the day at the park,before he really walk away from his life and the world.At least that last surprise will make him cheer up and happy when he was not there anymore.
                          
Jiyong was truly happy today,it had been a long time since he saw this side of Seungri.Happy and cheerful.Just fit him so bad with his gummy smile and beautiful laugh like a song.Despite having fun,he keep on watching his health and checking on him every moments to make sure Seungri didn't forced himself too much and ended up hurting.But grateful to God he keep on in a normal body temperature but he can't satisfies yet since it was a little bit hot but he didn't want to ruin Seungri that was enjoying the day so bad that he wonder m
why with the sudden change.
                          
"Hyung....You know I love you right?" Seungri said while both of them were walking to the park for Jiyong last surprise.
                          
"Eh?Why so suddenly....Of course i know...Who can't love me?The handsome G-Dragon." Jiyong said earning a cute chuckle from Seungri.
                          
"Yeah yeah...You are always handsome...You are the best..." Seungri said looking at his palm avoiding Jiyong to realize he was feeling sad.
                          
Sad to say goodbye.
                          
"Hyung..Thank you.." Seungri said suddenly.
                          
"Why?I didn't do anything." Jiyong said looking at him with questionable face.
                          
"You did a lots for me....Saving me....Giving me motivation...Didn't pushed me away eventhough I hurt you with my words.I'm grateful to have you beside me....Gomawo hyungie..." Seungri said smiling at Jiyong and he start to feel this uneasy feeling.
                          
"Seungri?Are you alright?" Jiyong ask face seems worry but then Seungri just smile then he run away to the side of the river and stand there letting Jiyong walk to him curious and worried.
                          
"Ri?Is everything alright?" Jiyong ask hugging him from behind resting his head on his shoulder.
                          
"Hyung!That sun is beautiful today isn't it?" Seungri said pointing to the sunset that was about to fade away.
                          
His last sunset.
                          
"You are like that sun hyung.Keep on showing me the light and path then guide me to the right one.No matter what people said about you,you keep on shining and proved them that you are confident with yourself." Seungri explained.
                          
"Why suddenly comparing me to the sun?It should be Youngbae with sun right?And what with those serious face?" Jiyong said poking Seungri cheeks earning a smile from Seungri.
                          
'I'll miss you.'
                          
"Ah..Hyung its late already..We need to get..I mean you need to get the surprise by yourself." Seungri said after looking at his watch.
                          
'Its time.'
                          
"Why alone?" Jiyong ask feel weird with the condition.
                          
"Because that surprise was for you not me." Seungri said cupping Jiyong cheeks for this last time.
                          
"But before that you need to unlock the code first." Seungri said and earning a not understand face from Jiyong.
                          
"What code?" Jiyong ask.
                          
"You need to kiss me in the forehead,lips then hug me as tight as you can and don't turn back until you saw your present there ok?" Seungri said smiling sadly.
                          
Jiyong then slowly pull his waist near to him then hold his head tenderly and plant a soft kiss on Seungri forehead while Seungri close his eyes trying to treasure this moment tye best he can.This last moment.
                          
'If only I wasn't this coward...'
                          
Jiyong then plant a soft long kiss on Seungri lips and for the first time Seungri reply his kiss and turn his head to the side for the better access of Jiyong to him while Jiyong hand roaming on his nape pushing him further while another hand gripping his waist to come closer.
                          
'If only I wasn't this weak...'
                          
Then lastly,Jiyong pulled away from the kiss and hug Seungri as tight as he can.And Seungri hug him back eventhough he was so short.Jiyong take the chance to inhale his scent and slide his finger into his fluffy white hair while Seungri on teh other side trying his hard to not crying here right now and was enduring the tears that had pooling in his eyes from falling.
                          
"Then I think I had unlocked the code right?" Jiyong pulled away from the hug after a few minute smiling and Seungri pretend to rub his eyes like it was itchy when thenfact he was avoiding Jiyong to see the tears.
                          
"Yeah you did...now....You need to turn around.." Seungri said then help Jiyong to turn around.
                          
"..and walk toward that way straight.Your present was on a swing.Remember...You can't turn back before you hold the present." Seungri said letting the tears fall now since Jiyong had alreadynlooked away to the way of his presents and he won't look back anymore.This is the last time he got to touch his body and look at him for the last time.
                          
"Ok...I'm going Ri...I'll be back here soon ok?" Jiyong said then he slowly walk toward the direction doing as Seungri said not to turn back at all.
                          
Seungri feel so empty when Jiyong shoulder left his palm just like that.He was thinking about to run and hug Jiyong back but he stopped.
He will be happy with the present.He don't need him here anymore.
                          
'I'm sorry for leaving this way Jiyong...I love you so bad.But being here is just giving you a hard life.I want you to be happy.I am nothing here.Just a dust that fly around.Please don't be mad,please don't do anything stupid.I love you......'
                          
And if hating me will make you live better when I die,I pray to God to be the most hated person in your life.
                          
TO BE CONTINUED.
So many feels 😓 I'm being cruel in next chapter so please prepare tissues and your heart.Comments what you think.Will Seungri die?Or will Jiyong manage to stop him?Give your opinion and once more I know I lack a lots as an author.I'm so sorry for that...You may search another author if you don't like me...I won't hate you...I know I did bad.......Babies.