Expectations

                                    

                                          
(Set after underworld but Liam is back and no Hyde or evil queen) (
(Killy's pov)
                          
I haven't seen Emma in 2 days since we've all came back from the underworld.  I've been catching up with my brother but I've called her and she hasn't answered. It's odd to me. I miss her. I'm going to go to the charmings to see if she's there. 
                          
I knock and they're door and snow answers the door. 
                          
"Killian. Come in." Snow says. "Where's Emma?"
                          
"You mean she's not here?" I ask. 
                          
"No she said she was staying at her house. I just assumed you'd be with her." She says. 
                          
"No I've been on my ship. Talking to my brother." I tell her. "I'm gong to go check on her." I say as I get up. 
                          
I say my goodbyes and make my way towards her house. 
                          
I knock on the door and Emma opens it. Her eyes are slightly puffy and red like she's been crying. 
                          
"Emma." I say as I bring her into my arms. I can feel her silent tears hitting my shirt. "Love, what's wrong?" 
                          
She pulls me inside and onto the couch. 
                          
"I'm sorry." Is all she says. 
                          
)Emma pov)
                          
How do you tell the man you love more then life itself that you think they should break up. 
                          
"Emma." He never calls em Emma. It's always love or swan. "What's wrong? I haven't seen you in two days. I missed you so much. My brother just kept talking. Like he didn't want me to come see you. Please just tell me what's wrong?"
                          
"I... I... think we..... we need a...a break." I let out.
                          
"Why? Did I do something wrong? Is they're someone else? Do you not love me?" He asks clearly heart broken.
                          
"I love you so much and that's why I have to let you live your life. It's my fault. I'm a selfish bitch. You deserve so much better then me." I tell him. 
                          
"No. You are the most amazing person I've ever met. What ever told you you weren't good enough is wrong? Your the best thing that's ever happened in my life, and that's a bloody long time." He tells me. 
                          
"No they were right. I'm just holding you back. You need to do what your heart tells you to do. You need to go with your brother and sail the world. Please." I tell him. 
                          
"Right now my heart tells me to kiss you. To tell you how much I love you. To stay. To love you for the rest of My life.  To hold on to you because nothing is better then having your true love in your arms." Killian says as he pulls me onto his chest.  
                          
"But he told me I was selfish. That I didn't deserve you. That I..." I stop myself. 
                          
"Who told you?" He asks. 
                          
"Your brother but not like that. He said something's that made me think about what I've held you back from. I personally think that he's right I need to let you go. So you can live your dreams." I tell him. I wipe my tears and notice the position we're in. I'm straddling his lap arms around d his neck while his hand and hook are at my waist. I'm not gonna lie. I love this position. 
                          
"My brother is wrong. My dreams aren't filled with living on the seas with him. They're filled with you, and Henry. Our future. I want a future with you. Love, My dreams haven't been about the sea since I met you. My dream is to settle down with you. To Maybe day have a family with you. I love you so much. Please rethink this my love."
                          
I don't say anything I just kiss him. I can feel the heat of his lips on mine as soon as we touch.
                          
The living kiss quickly turns passionate and I roll my hips. 
                          
*okay this is going to o into the smutty territory. I'm scared. I want to try this. If you don't want to read this you could probably infer that they make up and Killian gives Liam the left hook. To be honest I'm not mutate enough to write this with a straight face.*
                          
I push off his leather jacket as I feel his erection (literally can't 😹 I'm so immature) through his pants. I start unbuttoning his shirt as he stops me. 
                          
He gives me a are you sure look. I just nod and continue to unbutton his shirt. 
                          
He start to kiss me. Rougher this time but still full of love.  His wet heated kisses trail down my neck and to my collarbone. I push his shirt off. 
                          
I feel his cold metal hook touch my right under my tank top and instantly my skin heats up. His right hand joins his hook traveling under my shirt.  I feel him move to my stomach and everywhere his hands go my body lights on fire. 
                          
I can feel my core heating up. 
                          
I roll my hips again as he starts to run his hands up to my bra. He pushes up my tank top over my head. 
                          
"Your bloody stunning my love." He says as he starts kissing my neck. 
                          
I run my fingers through his curly chest hair all the way down till I reach the hem of his pants. I unbutton them and I can feel him harden more underneath me. 
                          
"May I?" He asks as he plays with the back of my bra. I give him a nod to take it off. 
                          
He unhooks it and I throw it to the side. 
                          
"Your bloody gorgeous love." He says. 
                          
"No more talking. More taking off clothes." I say. 
                          
He gives me a smirk as I stand up and take off my pants. I pull his pants off and retake my seat on him. 
                          
"Much better." I whisper seductively in his ear. He raises and eyebrow. 
                          
I slide down his boxers slowly making sure to build up tension. Just to tease him. I stand up again and drop my Underwear. I flick my wrist to lock all the doors with my magic. 
                          
I give him a smirk as I climb back into his lap. 
                          
I align myself with him. I slide myself down on him. He lets out a low moan as he enters. 
                          
I slowly rock my hips back and forth. I start to go faster and faster every time till we both hit our climaxes. Of course he goes first. 
                          
1090 words. Omg. I did smut. If you guys don't want anymore smut or if you do want more please tell me in the comments. I love reading your comments. They always brighten my day. I hope you all have a merry Christmas. 
                          
Question of he day is, do you enjoy smut? 😏
                          
It's my guilty pleasure. 😏