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I kinda had a shitty day and it'll make me smile :)
                          
{Calum}
                          
"I don't wanna go in there" I say, staring at the house that once was mine. Michael put the car in park and sat back to stare at me. "You got this, love" he said. I turned to look at him and smiled sadly. 
                          
"I want you to stay in here" I whispered."he's gonna say things to you and, and I want you to stay here" I said, unsure if I meant my words or not. 
                          
"Cal, you're gonna have alot to carry, and babe I dont care what he says okay?" He said and held my hand "I need to help you" i gave up and nodded. And got out of the car. His hand rested on my back as we walked to the house. 
                          
"Calum! This is surprising" my dad said as we walked in . "Oh Mikey, still havent found a better hair color?" He smirked and all I wanted to do was punch him. I heard Michael scoff behind me and I grabbed his hand. I don't want my dad to make Michael feel bad. Yea, not alot of things hurt him but still.
                          
"I'm getting my things and leaving. " I said and walked upstairs. Halfway up the stairs, i heard my dad's voice again.
                          
"Oh right," he said sarcastically, making me and Michael stop in our tracks. "I gave away you're things" he said with a smile. My heart dropped and I ran upstairs to my old room. My posters were gone, along with all of my clothing. I checked for the one thing I wanted the most. My mom's necklace. She gave it to me about a month ago and it was the whole reason I wanted to come here. 
                          
I checked all my drawers searching for the jewelry but nothing. "No no no no " I tugged at hair and sat on my old bed. The only thing in the room other than the drawers. I felt tears run down my face and Michael was by my side in no time. 
                          
"M-mikey that was all I had left" I whimpered. He rubbed my back and kissed my head. He knew about the necklace. He knew how much it meant to me. "I know baby, I know" he whispered. "I'm so sorry Cal" he said. He held me tighter until an unwanted voice disrupted us. 
                          
"Can you guys quit being gay for 5 seconds?" He groaned. Anger boiled up inside of me and I lost my temper. I got away from Michael's embrace and into my father's face. 
                          
"You're so goddamn selfish! Jesus I don't even want to call you my dad anymore! You took everything i had, are you fucking happy?! I'm so h-hurt because of you! I want my mum but you killed her! You fucking took a beautiful soul and crushed it! I hate you! I hate you so fucking much!" I yelled so loud. The neighbors probably heard. Michael sat awkwardly on my old bed while I stood in front of my dad. 
                          
"Get out" he growled. I took Michael's hand and led us out the door. "Gladly" I mumbled before going into Michaels car. "Calum-"
                          
"Can we just go see my mum?" I cut him off. He nodded sadly and started the car. After a while 30 minutes of silence we pulled into the cemetery. 
                          
We walked around until we reached my mother's body. A tear rolled down my face as I keeled down to see my mum's tombstone. "Hey mum" I croaked. Michael stood behind me looking down at me. It started to rain and soon my tears blended in with it."I miss you" I whispered. I stood up and led myself in Michael's arms. "Why me?" I sobbed.
                          
All I do is cry. I'm such a fucking baby.
                          
"How can you deal with me mikey?" I said in between sobs. Michael pulled away and cupped my cheeks. "Calum" he said, trying to get me to calm down. "It's okay" he said and I pulled away. 
                          
"No! It's not! It's never okay Michael and you don't understand that! You don't know how this feels okay!? Nobody u-understands"  I sobbed and placed my hands over my face. 
                          
 "Cal, i, i love you" he said and my heart dropped. That was the first time he's ever said that in a different way than usual. 
                          
"I love you so fucking much, cal. And it, it hurts me to see you like this but I'm here for you baby" he whispered the last part. Although it was raining, I saw that he was also crying.
                          
 "I don't care where I am, what I'm doing, or what time it is, I will always be here for you love, I know it's hard for you and I know your going through so much shit you don't deserve, trust me babe, I know. But you have to stay strong okay? For me Calum, please be strong, if I lose you I fucking lose myself, I don't know what i would do without you baby." He sobbed. I started to cry more at his words and hugged him again. Michael barley cries, and when he does it's serious. 
                          
"I love you too Mikey" 
                          
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SHORT YES I KNOW I'M SORRY.
                          
School was horrible so like heyy
                          
I just had to update something so I hope it's still okay 💕💕
                          
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