Hey guyss, just so you know, Calum doesn't know about the whole fight between Michael and Ash so ya
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{Calum}
I don't know what just happened. I mean yea I've seen Michael mad at people before but he seemed so mad at Ashton. We've been sitting on Michael's bed for the past hour. His room was super dark even though it's only like 5pm. Michael's always liked his room dark, do he puts multiple black blankets on his window to keep the sun away. [A/N: Literally me] I've been on my phone to past time, and Michael's been smoking cigarette after cigarette. Of course I don't mind Michael smoking, but it got to the point where I could barley breathe.
"Michael it's really smoky" I said and looked back at him. He was looking straight ahead and finally snapped out of his thoughts. "Jesus Calum I'm sorry" he said, putting out his cigarette and waving the smoke away, which didn't really do anything but it's the thought that counts.
We didn't go to the graveyard to see my mom yet but I was to scared to ask now. "I'm sorry Cal" he said. I looked at him confused. The smoke wasn't that serious.
"It's fine mike-"
"No I mean I'm sorry for all of this." He rubbed his face. I got closer to him, our backs were against the headboard and our hands were intertwined. "I just want to know the deal with you and Ashton" I said truthfully. He sighed and squeezed my hand.
"You remember when we quit talking for that short amount of time?" He started. My heart clenched at the memory but I nodded. "Well, Ashton tried helping me. He tried to talk some sense into me and we fought. Like with fist and all." He sighed.
"I just keep losing people, Cal" Michael said. He never really spills his feelings to me. It's always the opposite. But I was more than happy to listen and help him. Repay him for everything he's done for me.
"You still have me" I whispered. He smiled at me and then looked straight ahead. "You've always been there for me mikey, let me be there for you" I said. He turned his head and leaned in. Our lips connected and he cupped my cheeks.
I got closer by straddling his waist and deepened the kiss. His hands found my waist and he squeezed my bum, causing me to moan. I've never done anything like this before. The most I've done is kiss, and the only person I've kissed is Micheal.
[A/N: PLEASE EXCUSE MY HORRIBLE SMUT GUYS I'M TRYING]
I got distracted when his tongue swiped aganst my bottom lip. His tongue entered my mouth and we both moaned. "M-mikey" I whimpered when his lips sucked on my neck. He moaned and marked a spot on my neck. He took of my shirt and did the same to himself. I felt his lips on my chest going closer and closer to my lower body . My breath hitched when he started unbuckeling my pants. I can't do this. His hands found my waist and he squeezed it. "Mikey we can't-I'm not-" I got distracted when he marked another hickey on my stomach. "I'm not ready" I whimpered.
He lifted his head at looked at me with hurt in his eyes. "Right, yea- I'm sorry" he studdered and let go of me. "I'm so sorry, I dont-"
"It's fine" i said and sat up. "It's okay, really" I said and kissed his lips. "I promise" he looked into my eyes and smiled.
"Shit, we need to go the the cemetery to see your mom, Jesus i forgot" He said and got up but I stopped him. "Let's get my things tomorrow from my dad's house and then we can see her okay?"I said. He nodded and laid back. "Cal?" He whispered Once my head laid on his chest.
"Yes mikey?"
"Will you be my boyfriend?" My heart dropped and I sat up to look at him. "Yes" I said and kissed his lips. "Yes yes yes" he laughed and held me.
"I'll always be here for you Cal" he whispered and kissed my head.
"Promise?"
"Promise."
And I believe him.
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After last night, me and Mikey have been getting closer. I woke up to Michael still asleep, as always. His arms were super tight around my waist and he was snoring lightly. I snuggled back into him and stayed there for a moment. I love this. I love waking up in Michael's arms.
He's my boyfriend now.
That's so weird to think. We've been best friends for 18 years and now I get to call him mine. The room still smelled like smoke but somehow it was comforting.
I felt Michael stir against me so I turned around to face him. His eyes opened slowly. "Hey princess" he mumbled. My stomach swelled and I smiled.
"Hey" I whispered. I laid on my back and stared at the ceiling. He checked his phone to see the time. "Its too early" he said. It was only 12 but anytime before 3 for mikey is early.
He propped himself up on one elbow and looked down at me. "I'm going back to sleep" he mumbled and buried his face in my neck.
"Mikey" I said and pulled his face away. "We have things to do" I smiled and he groaned."Fuck I forgot" he said and rubbed his hand over his face. He got up and went to the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower okay?" I nodded and turned on his tv to pass the time and started looking for something to wear.
After about 20 minutes later he comes out of the bathroom wearing a leather jacket with a misfits shirt underneath, black skinny jeans and his combat boots in his hands. God, I'm so happy he's mine. "You look hot" I said while putting on a t-shirt. He smirked before sitting on the bed pulling on his shoes.
"Not so bad yourself, baby" he said. I blushed and finally got fully dressed. We walked out of the bedroom hand in hand into the living room right as Ashton walked through the front door. Great.
Ashton looked at Michael before walking past him, bumping his shoulder against Michael's purposely. I knew he wasnt gonna let this down.
"Could you maybe not touch me, shithead?" He said and let down my hand to face the hazel eyed boy. Ashton scoffed before going into his room which caused Michael to shake his head and we walked to his car.
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Just to clear some things up..
Don't hate Ashton😂 him and mikey are gonna make up so yaa
QOTD: What's your favorite color?
My answer: Green 💚 [did you know that's Michael's favorite color too?]Until next time..
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Sad • Malum [COMPLETED]
FanfictionCalum was always sad but Michael was always there. ☆ 《Side: Lashton》 《Top!Michael Bottom!Calum》 《Top!Ashton Bottom!Luke》 ☆ Please give me some feedback♡