Why am I nervous?

                                    

                                          
After 10 minutes of the girls going wild about me liking Joe they finally calm down but then I drop the bomb that I am meeting him and then all the girls go crazy again. This time it took them 20 minutes to all calm them selves back down. Text after text came through and I couldn't ready any of them because they were coming so fast. Thankfully they stopped and I said "I am meeting him tomorrow so I need all of you over my place to help me pick an outfit because you all know Joes taste in girls" they all reply with a yes and I smile. The girls will know what to dress me in they are always good with make up and fashion. I ask one of the girls when they get to mine if they can do my make up tomorrow and she smiles and says "gladly". After 2 hours we finally find a nice t shirt and a pair of leggings that will look cute and casual. After all that the girls leave and then the house is silent. My outfit is laid out ready for me to wear tomorrow and my make up bag is on the side ready for tomorrow. It's about 6pm so I cooked some chicken and chips and eat it whilst watching Joe on the tv. I must have fell asleep on the sofa because I wake up at 8am in the morning on my sofa still in the clothes from yesterday. Luckily I'm not meeting Joe until 1pm so I have time to get ready. I hop in the shower and wash my hair. When I get out I dry my hair with my hair dryer. Luckily I'm not one of those girls who has to spend an hour straightening my hair because my hair is already straight. I walk out of my bathroom with a dressing gown on its 9:30am now. My friend is coming at 10am to do my make up so I decide to get a bowl of cereal first before putting my outfit on because knowing me I will spill milk all over it. After finishing my food I go to my bedroom and get my clothes on and take my make up bag down stairs ready for when my friend gets here. 5 minutes later my door bell is ringing. I answer it and my friend walks in smiling. She asks "so we are going for a very natural look a bit of mascara foundation powder blusher and lipstick". I smile and say "yeah whatever you think is best" she pulls up a chair in front of me and starts with the foundation. She spreads it all over my face and then puts a powder on then it's time for mascara she tells me when I need to blink and I do so because I want to look my best for when I go to meet Joe. Then she puts my blusher on making my face look natural. Then to finish it off a nice nude coloured lipstick. When I check the time it's 11:15. My friend leaves I get my stuff ready I get my bag my lipstick my phone my car and house keys and leave the house. I get in my car and start to drive down to Bristol. Something inside me is making me excited but I really don't know why I am feeling like this. Traffic slows me down but I know I will make it in time. After waiting for 20 minutes in traffic I finally get to a parking space near the book signing. I pull in and get out of my car and lock it behind me. I start to walk to the venue and I start to feel a big wave of nervousness go over me. As I walk into the shopping centre I collect my wrist band and then join the queue of screaming 13 year olds. I feel even more nervous but why?