Am I in love?

                                    

                                          
My dad has finished putting up the tree and it was time to put on the decorations starting with the angel on the very top of the tree. Next is the decoration made by my nan and grandad and family made ones and then the shop bought ones followed. This whole thing got my mind off Joe being with my family felt good. But as soon as we stop I start to think of Joe and I faint no idea why but all I know is I feel light headed then drop to the floor. I come round with my mum speaking to me asking me if I'm ok and I smile and prop my self up. Dad brings in a drink of water and I push my self up onto the sofa. Mum says "Jemma what's going on why on earth did you faint?" I start to think. Do I tell her about me possibly liking Joe or do I just say that it's probably the heat. I decide on just telling her that I got hot and luckily she believes me. After an hour of my mum taking care of me my parents leave my house to go back home. As soon as my parents left the door I pick up my phone and text one of my friends and say "hey can I tell you something?" I get a quick reply "yeah sure" I take a deep breath then start to text "so basically I saw half a video of Joes but ever since I saw it haven't stopped thinking about him what exactly does this mean because I just fainted because I was thinking of him, I worried my mum so much and I just lied to her". My friend is super quick at replying she types back a huge paragraph bigger than mine in 10 seconds " I think I know what's wrong you are just like me and the girls you are in love with him although none of us have fainted because of him I think you may be in love with the boy for real like you need to meet him and see what your reaction is because if you faint in front of him you are definitely in love with him". As I finish reading the text I am shocked. I can't possibly be in love with him after just watching half of a video of his this can't be happening. I look up a video of his and look in the description of a new video that went up 2 minutes ago he is doing a book tour maybe I should get a ticket. I go to the website and get a ticket for Bristol. I think to my self "I don't even know this guy but I am buying a ticket for a book signing of his" I am crazy. The booking confirmation comes through via email and it has the secret location attached to it. I don't know what I am going to wear I want to look good. Wait why am I worried about what I look like? I sit down, the book signing isn't for another 2 days so I have time and luckily it's my day off then. I eat the rest of my food then go to bed and I click on one of Joes prank videos. Maybe I should learn some stuff about this guy because if I am meeting him I need to at least give him an answer if he asks me about my favourite video of his. I click on video after video and before I know it I have watched 10 videos of his and it's 1am I think I should just listen to a video and go to sleep. I drop off and wake up in the morning to the sound of buzzing on my phone. The girls are texting on the whatsapp group chat. I look at the texts and I read one that says "Jemma are you awake I want to tell the girls about what you said last night" I roll over with my phone in my hand and text "yeah I'm awake go on tell them I'm sure they will all be thrilled". She tells them all of what I said last night and everyone is going crazy and I really don't know why.