Whats wrong with me?

                                    

                                          
"Excuse me!"shouts an angry looking customer. She stands there with a stern look and then says "can you serve me please or is that to much to ask for?" I stop leaning on the counter and take her order. One milkshake. I rush off to make the woman's order trying to do so quickly so that I don't get into trouble. Quickly rushing I make the milkshake and get it back to the woman she gives me the money and walks over to a seat. I start breathing again. Until 1pm we are really busy I am none stop serving people and then it's time for me to have a break. I make my way through to the staff room and sit down with a drink. Yet again Joe pops up on my mind just like he was on my mind when that angry customer was trying to get my attention earlier. Why am I constantly thinking of this guy I have only seen half of one of his gaming videos. He's stuck in my mind but why exactly he is good at gaming I must admit but nothing else he isn't pretty or hot or very funny. Yet again I find my self being shouted at but this time it was Amy "Jemma your break is up what's wrong with you? you have been day dreaming all day" I stand up "oh nothings wrong don't worry" I walk out and I go over to some tables and clean them up. I wipe down some dirty tables whilst the last few people come in before I go off my shift at 3. I finish off wiping a table and then look at my watch. It's finally time to go home. I take my apron off and let my hair down and start to walk back home. Today has been an odd day so I decide to take a 20 minute walk through the park before going home. I let my self in and go upstairs to the toilet. I put my moisturiser on then get into my pyjamas early and put a dressing gown on because right now it's winter here in Britain and its freezing. I walk back down stairs and my phone buzzed in my pocket. It a message from one of the girls saying "so then have you looked at a video of joes?" I text back "yeah not really into him I saw a gaming video of his he's ok not exactly the funniest"I quickly get a text back "what are you on about not funny? NOT FUNNY! He is amazing you need to watch another video of his let me know when you have" I role my eyes again and then switch off my phone. I order a take away because I really don't feel like getting food then I realise I don't have a Christmas tree and we are in December. I sit there and then realise my parents have 2 trees they kept their old one. I call my mum and ask her if I can have the old tree and some decorations and she says "yeah sure I'll bring a tree round with your dad now with some lights and decorations". My take away arrives and then shortly after my parents ring the door bell and accompanied by a huge tree and a big box full of Christmas decorations. They come in and I laugh and say "are you sure that you have Christmas decorations left at home?" They turn round and dad says "yes love we bought some on the way here for you because this is a big tree". Dad unboxes the tree whilst mum and I open all the decorations. Mum picks up a box that has "Christmas decorations DO NOT THROW AWAY!" She opens up the box and there are decorations that me and my older brother Nicholas made both when we were younger. Mum picks out two that were made by my nan and grandad from when I was born and when nick was born. My mum starts crying and so do I. Mine and my brothers grandparents passed away when we were young and those decorations meant the world to us. My mum puts my brothers back and takes mine and puts it with all the other decorations ready to go on the tree.