But can I really...

                                    

                                          
Day of Collaboration Photoshoot. Pt 1 
                          
3rd person pov 
It's been 2 weeks since the meeting between bts and y/n....since the whole misunderstanding......
Jungkook would attend practice but won't talk to Jimin....He would go to Yein's straight after practice and come back home late....late enough for all the members to be fast asleep.
Jimin would try to talk to him and try to work with him again but Jungkook would still refuse....
The members still had a normal relationship with jungkook and would be hurt everytime jungkook would ignore jimin.
Since jungkook is always never anywhere near them or the dorm Jimin hasn't had the time to talk to him.
                          
Jungkook pov
                          
Today's the day of the photoshoot....I'll see her again....
When did things start to get so complicated?.....
I wish I never knew....
I wish I never confessed to you....
Then I  wouldn't have all these painful memories in my heart that keeps replaying over and over again...
When did it all go wrong?....
When did I  start to lose you?....
Why...why did you both deceive me....
Jimin hyung......
Y/N....
God....please make this pain go away....
I sat on the cold floor of the practice room after running away from the members.....jimin hyung...
It hurts to see him....it hurts to think about him.... I thought he was there for me....but he was only here for me to make sure I move on so his guilt won't eat him alive....everytime i see him I just feel so angry...furious...hurt...
                          
I'll never forgive him...
I'll never forgive her...
I hate him....
I hate her...
                          
But can I really...
                          
Y/N pov
                          
I leaned against the window of the van..
Thinking about seeing him today..
Can I survive this?...
I held my chest to where my heart was..
Heart? Can you handle more pain....Can you still take it? 
                          
A tear fell from my eyes as I thought about 2 weeks ago.....
I can still taste him in my mouth...
I can still feel his hands on me....
His lips on my neck...
His scent...
                          
I'll never forgive him....
I hate him....
                          
But can I really...
                          
3rd persons pov 
                          
The bts members made their way to the venue the photoshoot was taking place in.
Jin and namjoon and suga sat together..
Jimin and Taeyhung and jhope sat together..
Jungkook took the front seat..
He didn't want to sit anywhere near jimin.
                          
It took 2 hours to get to where they needed to be...
It took longer because of traffic and it was really far away.
But they didn't care because at least they got some sleep.
As they were driving into the area they already saw the staff running around in chaos...
They got all got out and headed towards the tent that was set up for the make up artist.
                          
As they got in y/n was just coming out of the dressing room with her outfit that hugged her body well.[pic]
                          
The members just stared at her but she did notice them yet..
She stood in front of her stylist and talked to her about something but the members felt awkward not knowing what to do..
They didn't know if they should walk away or walk to her..
But it was too late to walk away since she saw them already..
                          
Y/N pov
                          
As I got out of the dressing room I went straight to my stylist to ask her if It looked like how she imagined it on me.
I turned my head to the right and saw the boys...
Don't let what happened between me and jungkook affect my relationship with the boys y/n!! 
                          
I walked towards them and stood in front of them and gave them my sweetest smile.
Y/N :" Hello!  We were all worried about you all since you were late...we thought something happened to you all" I said as I pouted 
Jin :" aaiisshhh....we were stuck in traffic..."
Suga :" why are you so cute..." He said as he pinched my cheeks while chuckling.
Y/N :" opppaaa.... " I whined 
Taeyhung:" Hello y/n" he said as he hugged me. I quickly hugged him back
Jhope:" Did you miss us?" He said as he smiled at me.
Y/N :" more that anything" I said acting cute.
Namjoon :" aaiisshhh...look at you! You're so cute" he said as he quickly hugged me.
                          
I hugged jin and jhope and suga afterwards but as I was on my way to jimin he didn't even look at me....
Nor did he even acknowledge my existence...
As I was about to wrap my arms around him he took a  step back and walked off...
Why?....
I just watched him walk away....I didn't know why he did that....
Did I do something?.....
                          
The members were shocked at jimins actions towards you and felt saddened at how confused and damaged you looked as he walked away.
                          
Jhope :" He probably forgot something in the van...."
                          
Jungkook pov
                          
He just walked off....
He didn't hug her....
He didn't even look at her....
Are they fighting....
But it looked like she didn't have a clue what was going on....
Is he avoiding her....because...of me?.....
                          
What? He finally realise what he did was a mistake?
Too late Jimin hyung....
                          
Jimin pov
                          
She was going to hug me.....
But I walked off...
I couldn't even look at her....
Why...
I know jungkook thinks we're together....so I should prove that were not together....
                          
I have to avoid her....
I have to stop loving her...
                          
But can I really...
                          
3rd persons pov 
2 hours later~
                          
The members all have their make up done 
They were just waiting for the photographer to call them...
                          
Jin was first with y/n and suga. They had to show 3 friends running around and having fun.
                          
Next was namjoon and jhope and taehyung. They had to portray 3 guys looking for love.
                          
Next was jimin and y/n and jungkook.
Their concept was 2 guys inlove with the same girl...ironic right?
Although there wasn't much acting needed since they just conveyed their true feelings..
As y/n was on jimins back while pretending to smile and jungkook looking jealous behind them... the photographer was impressed at their acting.
                          
Break time~
                          
Y/N pov
                          
I took a walk around the field that we were in and sat under a tree.
I started getting worried about jimin...
Did he avoid me on purpose..
During the photoshoot he didn't speak to me at all...
And he was finding it hard to be near me...
                          
I heard footsteps coming towards me.
I looked behind me and I see jimin....
                          
"H-hey" I said awkwardly.
He was about to walk off looking pissed at me.
"YAH!"
He quickly turned around. 
"Who are you saying "YAH " to huh?"
He said looking pissed at me.
I quickly looked down feeling sorry.
"Why..." I whispered 
Jimin :" why? Why what?"
"Why are you avoiding me?"
Jimin :" can't a guy just ask for some space?"
"But you didn't even ask"
Jimin :" I'm going"
"Wait...."
Jimin :" What? "
"I'm sorry...."
He looked at me weirdly wondering why I was apologising.
"I'm clearly such a bad friend for not even knowing why her best friend is upset with her.... I guess I have put you through a lot.... Thank you....and sorry"
                          
Jimin pov
Don't apologise....
Don't cry....
Don't feel upset...
It's only for a while....
Just until I can talk to jungkook....
                          
I wanted to hug her...
I wanted to feel her in my arms again...
I'm sorry y/n.
                          
I walked away...  I wanted her to stop me again so I can listen to her talk to me..
But she didn't...
                          
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Short chapter!
Sorry I just don't really know what to write at the moment...so I decided to split this day into 2 chapters...
So even if this chapter is shittttt...
Then at least I'll try to make the next one better...❤