One last time | Lars Bender

                                    

                                          
~And I know, and I know, and I know that you got everything, but I got nothing here without you.~
                          
"Are you ready, Roya?" My best friend asked as I got into her car. "Yes, but I'm really not in the mood for a party." I replied, making her roll her eyes as she started the car. "You will have fun, I promise." She stated and smiled at me quickly before turning her attention back to the road. "I don't think so." I said and crossed my arms in front of my chest. "C'mon, you haven't been to a club since..." She started, but I cut her off. "I know." I mumbled and looked out of the window, hoping she wouldn't say anything else.
After driving for about ten minutes, we finally arrived at the club and quickly got in. My best friend immediately pulled me towards the bar and ordered drinks for us. Before I could even say something else, she already took her glas and got lost on the dance floor. Sighing, I sat down at the bar and sipped my drink. 'Why did I even agree on coming along?' I thought and looked around the club. A slow song was playing and I could see a lot of couples dancing together, making me think about my ex-boyfriend, Lars, again. Exactly in that moment my gaze met his and I saw that he was dancing closely was another woman, probably his new girlfriend. But it's my fault we aren't together anymore, after all I was the one to cheat on him and right now I've got nothing without him, but as I see it he has got everything. My heart broke at that sight of him laughing together with that woman, but somehow, I couldn't stop looking at him.
It's been one months since we broke up, since I have made the biggest mistake of my life and I still miss him like crazy. Of course, I wanted him to be happy, but it killed me inside to know that he has found a new girl to make him happy, while I am nothing at all without him. After some time of watching them, our gazes met again and I could see the hurt in Lars' eyes. I quickly put my head in my hands as I felt a few tears forming in my eyes. 'How could I do that to him?' I quietly asked myself and ran a hand through my hair. After some moments, I heard that someone was sitting down beside me, but I didn't care enough to look up, until I heard his voice.
"Why did you do that?" Lars asked, making me look up into his pain-filled eyes. "What do you mean?" I replied, my voice slightly breaking at the end as I quickly wiped my tears away. "Look at me like that, like you still care." He stated and looked directly into my eyes. "Because I do." I simply answered, which made him frown. "First you cheat on me and now you want me to believe that?" He questioned and shook his head. "I'm not going to believe anything you say ever again." He added, making new tears form in my eyes. "I'm so sorry." I whispered and tried to wipe my tears away again. "I don't believe you." Lars replied coldly. "Where's your girlfriend?" I asked and quickly looked away from him. "Why do you care?" He replied and I turned around to look into his eyes again. His eyes took my breath away like they always did and somehow, I couldn't help, but lean in and passionately press my lips to his.
Closing my eyes, I tightly wrapped my arms around him and let all of my emotion's float into the kiss.
                          
~So one last time, I need to be the one who takes you home. One more time, I promise after that, I'll let you go.~
                          
After breaking the kiss, I looked directly into Lars' eyes and felt how he took my hand. He softly guided me towards his car and we both got in. Without either of us saying anything else, he started the car and drove towards his flat. We drove for about five minutes, before Lars parked the car and took my hand to lead me to his apartment. He took his keys out and quickly opened the door before we got in and he immediately kissed me again, wrapping his arms around me tightly. Without breaking the kiss, we stumbled into the living room. "I've missed this." I mumbled into the kiss and pulled him closer to me. In my opinion way to soon, Lars broke the kiss and stared into my eyes. "This is wrong." He breathed out, but continued to run his hands through my hair. "It isn't, Lars." I stated and pressed my lips to his again, making him stumble back slightly. "You broke my heart." Lars said as he broke the kiss yet again. "But I still love you and I know that you love me, too." I stated and placed one of his hand's on my cheek. "One last time." I whispered and with that I kissed him again.
                          
[Based on the song 'One last time' by Ariana Grande]
                          
This one shot is for @missroya
I hope you like (: