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Isabos p.o.v
I honestly hate myself for what I did on Friday night . My aunt didn't found out about the party well she knew about the party she just didn't know it was here,  but the fight she did. I mean look at my face. 
                          
Lately I been down people at school looked at me weird some were cool , but some were scared of me. 
After school I did my homework and then hanged out with Shawn . 
"Mom come !" Shouted Shawn as we were in the studio.  (They have a small studio in there house )
"I'm going " she said and then came in . "Okay I want you to tell us what you think about our song " he said "our?" Said my aunt "yes ours we made it " I said she smiled and we began the song .  
                          

                            
                              
                                
                                
                              
                            
                            
                          
                          
"I love it " she said we smiled and hugged us  . I then got a text from Aaron . 
                          
A- come outside 
                          
"Hey I have to go alright I'll be back " I said and left . I get outside and Aaron was standing they with flowers and a bear. I smiled "what are you doing ?" I said "nothing just being sweet " he said I laughed and walked up to him "thank you " I said ad I gave him a kiss. 
"I'm hungry want sushi ?" He asked I nodded my head "let me just leave this inside " I said .
Me and Aaron went to this amazing sushi place I'm LA. Both Aaron and I loved it we come here at least 2 times a week. "Hey babe ? " said Aaron after an awkward silence. "Yeah?" I said facing him "remember on Saturday you said you did it again ? ...*Bo nods her head * well what did you mean about again?" He said I looked down then at him. "I'll tell you just not here " I said he smiled and so did I "okay" he said and gave me a kiss. "I love you Bo" he said I kinda froze "I love you too " I said. 
we finished eating and were heading out "ill drive" I said Aaron nodded his head . I then drove off and headed to my favorite Spot I found while I went on a hick. "where we going?" asked Aaron "you'll see" I hold his hand & lead him to the spot. "here we are''I said "WOW It's amazing the, view" he said the sun was setting . 
"Well ..." he said 
"Well last time Bo actually came out was in 6th grade " I said "Bo?  " said Aaron . I then took a deep breath and began "yes Bo ...Bo is the other me , the dangerous me.  " I said and he looked surprised " so that year me and Grayson were still friends he had a girlfriend... I was cool with her ... until one day  after school , Grayson came to me almost crying that she liked someone else and etc so she left him . Well I got angry so the next day at school I went up to her and she acted like nothing happened so I said... "well your just going to act like nothing happened ? Huh? You hurt Grayson " I said "Damm sorry " she said and laughed " I'm not done with you " I said turning her around making her face me . " you hurt him again you will regret it " I said "sure i will " she said and laughed " just watch " I said "what are you going to do beat me up ?" She said and laughed along woth her friends "maybe " I said she just laughed  "im older and taller than you " she said and everyone else laughed. i got mad and pushed her and called her a bitch. " I said Aaron just looked at me "then?" He said "then she hit me so I hit back and next thing you know  we  both on the floor fighting  , no one stepped in to stop it . At first she was winning but then Bo came out and I got this strength... I then was on top and kept going . Then finally the teachers came but they couldn't take me off her . There was 4 teacher holding me back and all you see is the girl laying there bleeding. The teacher all around her but then she got up and went for more so I swinged and hit her. 
I was about to get arrested but they let me go. Later that day my parents got a call and they called me downstairs.  What they told me next killed me inside . "She's dead " said my father I didn't know how to react and I passed out. Aaron I killed someone by fighting... I killed someone " I cried out  Aaron hugs me "I killed someone for someone who now I hate with all my heart" I cries out to Aarons chest "Bo that's the past " he said "I know but that will forever be in me... I'm scared of myself what if I do it again you saw me last night I almost did it . " I cried "I will not let that happen ... I promise " he said  "babe but what happened next " he said "I changed schools I then changed ... I focused on my school work and tried to control my anger... witch I got good at ... then that made things worse for me... Grayson got popular and so did his twin and my twin brother they bullied me and .... Grayson girlfriend well ex she ... she tried killing me freshman year for liking...... Grayson ... things from there been horrible for me " I said "karma is a bitch " I cried as I laughed 
"It sure is " he said "yeah ... everyone thinks I'm week that I'm just the schools nerd but I'm not "  I said "just let loose " said Aaron "I did my I'm scared " I said "don't be ... I'm here " he said I smiled and kissed him. Me and Aaron sat there talking about each other getting to know one another better . After that I we went back to the house he dropped me off but I really just wanted to be with him . Being with Aaron comforts me it's way different then when I was with Matt. 
Now I kept having these quick flash backs when I said Grayson.  I needed to get that out if my head. 
I also felt sick and had this massive headache.  I talked to my aunt Lucy and she said it can stay home tomorrow.  
Aaron called me around 12am. I picked up "hey everything okay?" I said as I answered "yeah I just couldn't sleep " he said "same here " I said "can I go over?" I asked "yes please " he said "okay I'll be there in a few " I said "okay I'll wait outside for you " he said.  
I got up from bed and slipped on my flip flops and went over. I left a note on my bed for my aunt. 
"Where you going ?" Asked a sleepy Shawn "I'm hoing over with Aaron " I said "okay " he said and walked away.  I get outside and Aaron is standing there. I smiled and we walked over to his house. We went straight to his room. We layer down and we talked for a while and that talking , moved up to a make out session. I couldn't hold it back I wanted him and I could tell he wanted me . 
                          
Grayson p.o.v
                          
"What the ... you lying is this a joke !!" Said Ethan as I told him what I did . "I'm not but we aren't sure" I said with disappointment. 
"Bro your so stupid !!" Yelled Ethan "does mom know!" He said I shakes my head no "she is going to be so mad " he said. 
"Grayson if she's pregnant you are going to be responsible for that baby " he said "yes I know but how can I do that when I'm in love with someone else" I said "well you shouldn't of been doing what you did and only because your in love with someone else doesn't mean you cant tske csre of a baby  Grayson you beyyer start thinking of a way how your going to tell mom and dad... and im not helping " he and left. "Fuck" I said and punched my bed. I laid the thinking what am I going to do  what if Bo finds out . She will hate me even more. "Shy am I so ignorant " I said and slapped the bed . I had to let my anger out so I went to the gym.  I was in the gym for about and hour when Cameron(Dallas ) come in "hey Grayson is it true?" He whispered "no yes ... I don't know she isn't sure she went to take a test today" I said and kept running. "Damn Bro you fucked up bad " he said "yes I know " i said "what are you going to do if she is ?" He asked " I don't know just be a father and be there but not be with her " I said "wow dude you have a lot to think about " he said "if she is and Bo comes back your even more dead " he said and laughed . I then stopped running I didn't think of that. "Shit" I said " I don't even know what you see in her " he said "shut up Cameron " I said and left to the boxing ring. 
After that I was dead I was so tired. I took a break then headed back home . I hopped in the shower and got changed. My phone then rang I quickly picked up . "Hello?" I said "hey Grayson it's me Alecia well I  took a pregnancy test and well i have good news in not pregnant I was just late also got my period this morning " she said I then felt this relief "oh okay ... wow thanks for calling me " I said "yeah no problem " she said "cool well I have to go do something " I said "oh okay then I'll let ayh go bye " she said "bye" I said and hung up " thank god " I said with relief. I then got up and went to Ethan room . "Bro guess what " I said "what? Wait is she ?" He said "no she's not " I said "oh thank god " he said and hugged me "yo next time don't drink and have sex" he said we both laughed "okay" I said and went back to my room . 
I laid in bed and looked up. I then saw something on the ceiling.  I looked at tlit close " Remember,  Never Give Up keep trying ,  Bo♡ " I read what it said "I remember this she wrote this when I was giving up on football  but she made me try again and i made the team. " I said to myself. 
I then once again pulled out the box . 
I want to see Bo at least one more time . 
                          
Isabos p.o.v 
"You sure about this?" Both Aaron and I asked at the same time.  We laughed and nodded our heads. As we were about to you know , they knock on the door. I jumped off Aaron and sat next to him "yeah?" Said Aaron "yo can I borrow your charger ?" Said jack j "sure " he said and got up and gave him the charger . Jack then whispered something to Aaron and he blushed and came back. " we should leave this for another time when we are alone " I said and  winked at him "sure " he said and came back in bed with me. 
I then quickly texted my mom . 
                          
B- mom can you do me a favor and buy flowers for lizzy ... thank you ♡
                          
A/N well ... well Grayson was almost a baby daddy! !? And Bo killed someone !!? Wow she isn't so innocent after all.