Chapter Thirty Seven.

                                    

                                          
~*Kevin's POV*~
                          
I make my way upstairs to her room hearing her playing music faintly from inside, I sigh knocking on her door hearing the music stop.
                          
"Go away Kevin." She says sounding close to the door.
                          
"Si.. come on.. talk to me.." 
                          
She scoffs, "Why should I?"
                          
"I don't know, because we're friends?" I say jokingly. 
                          
"You wish we were." She says with an attitude.
                          
"Obviously I do."
                          
I hear her unlock the door and footsteps go further away from the door, I smile walking in shutting the door behind me and sitting down at the foot of the bed while she sits closer to the head making sure to keep her distance.
                          
"What do you want." She mutters.
                          
"To talk."
                          
"There's nothing to talk about Kevin you hurt me, I'm done, we're done I don't anything to happen between us." She says keeping her eyes glued to the ground.
                          
"There's always something to talk about." I shrug.
                          
"No Kevin there isn't--"
                          
"Do you remember our first kiss?" I ask cutting her off.
                          
She sighs, "It was at the park.. we were playing man hunt--"
                          
"No, our actual first kiss." I smile, she says nothing, "what? two maybe three years ago? we were talking about it and I had said maybe we could be each others first kiss since we were best friends and you actually went along with it."
                          
"Smooth." She says under her breath.
                          
"Siena.. I'm sorry, for everything.. I'm sorry for being an asshole from when Seth showed up and being jealous.. I'm sorry for also being jealous of Daniel and Devin. I'm sorry for the Kylie drama especially, also I'm sorry for being so stupid and being in that stupid gang but what I'm really sorry for is losing you so many times.." I sigh.
                          
"Yeah and I'm sorry for trusting you, honestly I'm more sorry for myself for even leaving D.C to come back here this year has been so shitty that you wouldn't understand, you only understand the parts we went through together, how do you think I feel for almost losing my friends because of problems I didn't even start, for being tricked into liking someone, for falling for your best friend.." 
                          
"Stuff were just as hard on my part Siena."
                          
"Oh really? I'm sorry but who's brother is out in the streets right now probably making trouble while sitting here being forced to talk to the guy that hurt you." She huffs.
                          
"Do you not think you haven't hurt me? do you know how much it hurt seeing you with Seth? or how about getting mad at me so many times without letting me explain shit huh?"
                          
"Whatever."
                          
"It's not just whatever, that damn attitude gets you nowhere but you still insist of acting like jerk to people you care about."
                          
"My attitude means fucking nothing, I act like this because I want too just like how you want to act like a player so you do." She shrugs.
                          
"I was never acting like a player."
                          
"Oh really? Then explain you basically cheating between Kylie and I pretty player like to me." 
                          
"It's not cheating if Kylie never meant anything to me."
                          
"But it still hurts the one you do care about."
                          
I sigh, "Siena do you actually think I want to hurt you? We've been best friend for years--"