Joshs prov
my phone wouldn't shut up, the buzzing was constant I was trying to play with Daisy on the living room floor with her dolls but the constant buzzing dragged me away from play time with my daughter. I moaned and slowly got up daisy looked up but happily carried on feeding her doll.
I got to the coach and picked up my iPhone I was shocked to see 3missed calls from Jaymi, I haven't heard of any of the boys since I told them about daisy.
I turned to my little girl with a huge smile on my face *im just going phone someone you stay there and play*
*Ok daddy* Daisy said not taking her eyes of her doll
*i will be in the kitchen* I shouted to daisy as I walked out the room
I quickly opened my calls listen and rang Jaymi. I was happy he got in contact ive been to scared to try and ring any of them, but I was worried what if there was something seriously wrong and that's why hes calling.
Many thoughts were going through my head at once, what if our label has dropped us? what if I have been kicked out of union j ? what of something has happened to josh , George or jaymi? what if George wants to speak to me?
I was to busy concentrating on my thoughts when I jumped at the sound of jaymis voice.
*hello* I whispered
*Josh dont try be shy with me your lucky im making this call* Jaymi snapped and I could hear the bitterness behind his voice but it made me angry he hadn't spoke to me in over a month and the first thing he reply's with hes raising his voice at me
*Dont speak to me like that Jaymi*
*well dont pretend to be worried and shy with your hellos Joshua*
*what did you want Jaymi, or was the phone call just to shout at me*
*I cannot be bothered with your attitude Josh, ive had George crying for ages on me and I dont feel up to you giving me crap*
instantly I felt guilty I knew George crying would be because of me but I had no idea why Jaymi was ringing me just to shout at me and give me attitude like a stroppy teenager.
*Jaymi I get it your trying make me feel bad but did you want anything because if you speak to me once more like that I putting this phone down, I have better thing to be doing than rowing with you*
*Dont go there Josh this is all your fault*
*I've had enough of you and your childness josh, just get in contact with George he might be able to forgive you i dont know why because if it was me you'd be the last person I want to see*
Then the phone went dead
I stood in the kitchen in shock. One of my best mates just spoke to me like crap like I was a piece of scum on the streets. I know I most properly deserved it when I told them about Daisy but its been over a month not a day. Non of the boys have rang me and I understand but im annoyed what gave Jaymi the right to speak to me like that? I thought we were 4 brothers that would help each other through everything I know ive most properly lost my right to say that but I always thought jaymi would be there for me no matter what.
Jaymi Pov
I had no idea why I snapped at Josh but soon as I heard his voice I got angry. Its his fault George is an emotional wreak all the time. Its his fault I might loose my career which means I loose my fans, my house, my car I will be back to square one with nothing. All because Josh was a idiot and slept with someone elses girl with no protection. He is a number 1 idiot and I hope he realizes now what he has caused.
No doubt to josh its all worth it because Daisy is a perfect child. Shes lovely , cute and everything you would want in a daughter and Josh does deserve his little princess but not with Georges girlfriend. I think its disrespectful and wrong what Josh has done to George. Years hes let George believe hes the farther of Daisy he let them bond and watched from the sideline when all this could of been dealt with before she was born. It would save all the heartache fall outs and poor Daisy wouldn't be so confused.
Im missing Daisy so much shes like my niece, im use to seeing her at least 3times a week now I haven't seen her for weeks. I just hope she hasn't forgotten me because I love that little girl and would do anything for her and protect her. I bet shes grown bigger and learnt how to do new things and learnt new words. I want to see Daisy I want to speak to her but that would mean seeing Josh and I would feel like im stabbing George in the back if I did that at least until after they have tried to solve everything.
Everything is making my brain ache, its hurting me so much but ive got stay strong for George. I don't know how hes doing it, he is acting so strong. Yes hes crying and locking his self away but if it was me id literally run of or kill myself if I lost my family. I wouldn't be able to loose olly never mind my child. He must be loosing his mind.
